Proving no matter how bad you think things may be right now, you can, and will get through it. Cptsd (I do not know how to live any other way than in constant 24/7 fight or flight, hence self medicating just to leave the house at 12, led to substance abuse before I was even in highschool) , manic generalized anxiety disorder, attention deficit disorder. I have seen and done it all...and the fact that I'm alive confuses me daily, I didn't plan on still being here by 25... sooo 36 is realllll fuckin weird lol.