You know, honestly, in parts of this awakening process, I thought that being able to function living in the world that was so very patterned and deeply in a programmed state, would’ve been an impossible thing to try and do. In fact, I think most of us hit this certain point where we think we have to run away and hide somewhere, maybe even all alone in the wilderness somewhere, to feel as though we can live in a world that hasn’t been programmed in such a way. I think usually this happens because it becomes painful to see and feel, and also there is a fear of getting pulled back into the old narrative and patterned way of being.
But something interesting takes place when you hit the certain state of awareness and a true and pure state of knowing that we live in a reflective world of fragments of Stardust fractalized.
When you reach this place, you begin to identify the beauty of the exchanges that you were making, and you are more capable of living within even the deepest depths of this program.
Then you get to this sweet spot where the things that you’re witnessing, though they might feel contrasting at times, you identify as helping you to see certain intricate details of how it is these patterns and programs of behavior developed, and just how deeply embedded they are or are not. You get a chance to truly see yourself in your fractalized God essence, and become more finely in tune with why we make the choices that we make, and how exactly we continuously lock ourselves into these comfortable patterns.
It can’t really even be said, which is funny coming from me, exactly how beautiful a gift this is. To be able to take notice. To be able to be purely the observer. To be in a space where you can see it all unfolding, and so much so that you can predict the potential of unfoldment,
Honestly, the whole process helps me see how I still hold onto certain patterns and ways of doing things that don’t serve me in the best way. It doesn’t have to be a tit for tat sort of thing, like maybe the reflection will be reflecting something a little bit different. Fear and resistance can come in the form of thousands of potential unfoldments via our projected realities, and being able to see it in my reflection helps me truly see it within my pattern, which is actually what would manifest it to begin with. I’ve heard it said by someone somewhere that the only way to truly see yourself is by looking at your reflection, and it wasn’t talking about a mirror. It was talking about noticing the piece of view that is standing in front of you or unfolding in front of you, and honoring that being what it is in whatever form it might be
I’d like to clarify something. My truth and perception of taking everything as me and noticing all reflections as One at the deepest and most paradoxical of levels does not mean that I do just anything that I feel like doing. Because when you get to the actual state of enlightening, you understand the patterns and the unfoldment of what is taken place due to the ability to feel everything and everyone and so you hold a certain wisdom that would not just have you doing anything that you feel like because you’d understand at a very deep molecular level that that is exactly how the world became what it is that we witness and feel is some sort of distortion or illusion. It, in fact, is what keeps the illusion going. The patterns of fear, anger, and greed.
That deep feeling of yearning to be in a space that feels isolated from all of the projected realities that we witness speaks that in volumes. I mean, why would we need to isolate ourselves from a world that we truly understand is a part of us, rather than entering it and changing the bio field by making choices that would create different outcomes and an unfolding of a great number of potential for growth in all aspects of life on earth and otherwise.
I guess I clarify this because there are a great many that live by what is labeled with man-made words as the law of one, which, honestly, at its core, is true. Everything is everything, and we should be able to see what we’ve created without passing judgment upon it for how it became what it became, but it doesn’t mean that we focus the agreement of our souls’ intention upon it to continue the ripple.
I think the ability to be able to see things in such a self-serving way and only doing what one wants to do, without taking into consideration the effect on our reflections happens because they have chosen to completely cut themselves off and away from the oneness that we are at a heart level.
Maybe feeling the feelings of all of existence was just way too much to even fathom, let alone allowed to pass through their heart, mind, and soul, and in some cases, actually begin to develop a soul if one had shown up here detached from it.
Some people have lived a great many horrific lifetimes and come in, in essence, without being attached to their soul and their reason for being here, and in fact will convince themselves that they are here to serve one agenda or another. Choosing these agendas based on their pain and the truth that they know in their mind from this state of holding an inability to process what being all of existence actually feels like.
To me, that seems understandable to a certain degree, though it doesn’t mean I would make the same choices that they make. I can’t help but have complete compassion for the place in which these choices are made from because I’ve allowed myself to feel and I know how heavy it is, and I know how hard it is to allow ourselves to feel what we’ve done to this world. It doesn’t always sit pretty, but it always becomes profound.
But I do understand, and back to the point of this writing, I think this understanding really helps me identify the beauty in this reflective world that we live in, and how even though there are some pretty crazy twists and turns, it seems from my perspective to all serve a grander purpose. Kind of like the matrix was designed, to wake us up.
It is no one‘s fault if we don’t, because even the ones that would create a matrix would still be a fragment of us. We ask ourselves at a deep level why we would create a matrix. Adding that tidbit to the fact that everything is our reflection, and then it becomes kind of like common sense, because once we get on this trajectory of seeing everything for what it truly is in the means of patterns and purpose and intention, we begin to unfold the truth of what really is and always has been.
As another sidenote, I should mention that every fear-based teaching in any religious book that we read can be seen from the same perspective. I mean, a lot of people say oh I don’t like the fire and brimstone. What is this eye-for-an-eye crap all about? Well, that’s not personal. It’s just universal law. If you do something, you get it back in return in one form or another.
And this God that might smite us if we do something that’s off course? Well, that’s a reflection of our god essence coming back to see us, just as every experience in life and interaction with all in this world and others in fact, is. And so in the energetic sense, yes, God will smite us, but it’s only based on our own frequency and vibration, and it in fact is us smiting us and what it is that we’re asking for at a soul level, and I mean this applies to everything.
I’ve had enough remarkable experiences in all directions of life to know that even the most unfathomable scenarios are a part of the unfoldment to the truth of how we have created this world and how we can create a new.