Has anybody ever heard of the phrase where two or more gather? The quote is a little bit more like where two or more gather, there I am. And I’m guessing that you know who I am, is… So I understand how it gets to the point where many of us feel that living singularly, or living on our own, would be the healthiest option in regards to the unhealthy patterns that we had all been stuck in for so long, and how, at some pretty high levels of integration noticed that that truly is the only option for a while. Of course, there’s also this phase of people like me who are rebels with a cause, and though we would feel it would be the wise choice, we still decided for quite some time to dive into the shadow reflections that we would manifest to figure out why or how or when such choices became so enticing. But still, even on that road, we choose at times to stay in our own personal solitude and or sacred space where we can better discern the energies that we are and the energies that surround us, and also the energies that are a major part of the collective. We begin to understand that our energy is the magnetizing force to the things that we bring into our lives, and if for no other reason, we choose to keep it simple so that we can get the hang of what’s truly going on in this existence and be able to use our powers more wisely and more centered around love for self and even the aspect of self-showing up in our reflection. We now understand that those that we see and know very closely are and always have been a reflection of us, and so that becomes some tricky territory. But the saying goes, wherever you are at, there you are. In other words, you can’t escape yourself. Even in solitude, the thought forms come in the patterns that exist in our ways of thinking, especially in regard to how it is, we feel when we are in solitude. For me, I have kind of a unique experience where I am actually considered legally blind, and functioning in solitude sometimes gets extremely tricky, especially if I’m at the store trying to read a price tag or something. Yes, I can ask my fellow shoppers in the grocery store to read the price of something for me, and it usually creates a beautiful interaction, but it’s really helped me see something in a way that I don’t think many do,. At least not many on the awakening path.

For a great many of us, when we were children, we encountered experiences that we truly were not capable of controlling, and in fact, some of them were experiences that seemed to take all of our power away completely. What I think many of us failed to understand is that we are manifesting our world from these places. During my journey, through breaking through the patterns and trauma bonds of mass manipulation and confusion. I came to realize that, in the circumstances that did not feel so good, I was actually manifesting from the state of my inner child. This is something that is happening and should happen based on our reflective world. Our inner child has a voice that needs to be heard and a choice that needs to be made with our own free will. For those of us who understand our gifts, we will understand that if, for some reason, we recognize that we are living out a trauma from our childhood, that it should be honored, and if we share the wisdom of this with another so to work through the trauma than whoever it is that we are interacting with would take that into profound account with the choices that they are making, especially if they truly have identified that we are a gifted healer that has crossed paths with them for such an exchange to take place, and maybe start identifying that they are actually living a life being an extremely parasitic shadow reflection, even if they at their core are a fractal of God. If they are awakened enough to what is going on, they would be more than willing to accept this exchange as a healing for both.. It is up to us to identify how this reflection serves both of us in the highest form and then follow the child’s lead. When this happens, hopefully, you will have merged with your divine mother, divine father, divine guide, and divine shadow, so that all of these aspects can work together to find the clarity in the experience and make choices in accordance with what’s right for all of these aspects as one. It’s also important to keep in mind that we are also capable of manifesting experiences for the inner children of the generations that have come before, that were not as aware as we are of the ripple reflections that are playing out within ourselves and within the world as a whole. It’s also pivotal that we understand that it’s not personal, even though it is. It is energetic patterns that have been running for a great deal of time without the awareness of how it is that we are creating all of them, no matter what they might look like.

So as per usual, I was sitting around and marinating about how ironically hilarious the scenario tends to be at times. The games that are played, the scenarios that unfold. There are a great many things that I have experienced in this process of unfolding the patterns of existence. I revisit these thoughts at times because it’s the way the neuron network works. A person will hear something, and it will activate a certain flow of thoughts, and you’ll address a scenario from another newfound perspective, which I’m fairly certain there’s an endless amount of Each time it becomes a little funnier, but yet it’s still a thing that I feel I should address. Not just to use the freedom of my voice, but because I know it will apply to someone somewhere at some point in time. So, let’s talk about the difference between the core of a being and the character that they’re playing. In this awakening process as a person that can identify patterns you’ll become quite acquainted with some of the patterns that take place and you’ll get to this weird place where if you’re hanging around other reflections that are also on their awakening path, you might be put into this weird little box if you ever go so far as to mention anything in regards to the things that the characters are doing. As an example, which I have plenty of, you might see a reflection, acting in an extraordinarily dominant fashion, and maybe even using tools to manipulate the emotions of people around them. Now, at my core, and in my present moment awareness, I am always fully aware that I am speaking first with a reflection, but most importantly with a reflection of God, but that does not mean that I am not supposed to address the ridiculousness of what the character is portraying. Especially since in most cases, the character has forgotten who they are and who you are, and how would they remember unless I speak the authentic truth of understanding this, or at least emulating an example of what that looks like. It’s ironically hilarious that there are some who are on this path that will try to put people like me in a box because we call the truth out and we speak to the character. In fact, it can be used as a very strong tool to manipulate you if you’re not careful. Of course, in most cases, I do believe that whoever tries to accuse someone of not being somewhat enlightened because they speak to the character is really just showing that they are still undergoing stages of enlightenment themselves.

Here’s something that should be realized if anyone feels as though they’re undergoing a forced initiation of some sort. Which I tell you honestly is an actual thing first off, but also it is something that I believe all awakening beings touch on at least in one degree or another. The world that they look at is so intricately woven, and everything speaks to them in such a way, and it’s so divinely close to all we have ever experienced that it seems as though it was orchestrated. Whether it was orchestrated on the outside or from within, is not even really a question to ask. Because, as far as universal law goes, even if there was a collective group of individuals initiating you into and through the levels of awakening, they two are just your reflections and are only serving as the reflections that you are creating with your own perceptual reality, and are literally there to help wake you up if you can see it in those terms. Like, rather than thinking, there’s something on the outside looking in, maybe you could see the world as the inside projected out Whether you believe me or not, you will possibly get a chance to witness in this life that you are the creator of all that happens whether you like what’s happening or not There’s always an asking and sometimes it’s just from such a deep and eternal place that you don’t understand how it is it’s being asked for until you integrated into your heart None of our reflections has control of how we feel about the illusion they are presenting to us, the illusion being old patterns of behavior that not only didn’t serve us, but definitely wouldn’t serve the collective whole, unless that was what was being asked for It’s all about intention. And quite honestly, even if there are reflections of ours that have the worst of intentions, we ourselves hold the power to turn it into an activation and help us go another layer deeper into what the self truly is regarding being a fragment of everything that exists and has ever existed At times, it could get a little disturbing feeling as though your world is kind of like a puppet show. But of course, this can only happen if there are beings within your presence that are willing and capable of playing the roles that you have assigned for them with your frequency, vibration, and magnetizing force.

You know, honestly, in parts of this awakening process, I thought that being able to function living in the world that was so very patterned and deeply in a programmed state, would’ve been an impossible thing to try and do. In fact, I think most of us hit this certain point where we think we have to run away and hide somewhere, maybe even all alone in the wilderness somewhere, to feel as though we can live in a world that hasn’t been programmed in such a way. I think usually this happens because it becomes painful to see and feel, and also there is a fear of getting pulled back into the old narrative and patterned way of being. But something interesting takes place when you hit the certain state of awareness and a true and pure state of knowing that we live in a reflective world of fragments of Stardust fractalized. When you reach this place, you begin to identify the beauty of the exchanges that you were making, and you are more capable of living within even the deepest depths of this program. Then you get to this sweet spot where the things that you’re witnessing, though they might feel contrasting at times, you identify as helping you to see certain intricate details of how it is these patterns and programs of behavior developed, and just how deeply embedded they are or are not. You get a chance to truly see yourself in your fractalized God essence, and become more finely in tune with why we make the choices that we make, and how exactly we continuously lock ourselves into these comfortable patterns. It can’t really even be said, which is funny coming from me, exactly how beautiful a gift this is. To be able to take notice. To be able to be purely the observer. To be in a space where you can see it all unfolding, and so much so that you can predict the potential of unfoldment, Honestly, the whole process helps me see how I still hold onto certain patterns and ways of doing things that don’t serve me in the best way. It doesn’t have to be a tit for tat sort of thing, like maybe the reflection will be reflecting something a little bit different. Fear and resistance can come in the form of thousands of potential unfoldments via our projected realities, and being able to see it in my reflection helps me truly see it within my pattern, which is actually what would manifest it to begin with. I’ve heard it said by someone somewhere that the only way to truly see yourself is by looking at your reflection, and it wasn’t talking about a mirror. It was talking about noticing the piece of view that is standing in front of you or unfolding in front of you, and honoring that being what it is in whatever form it might be