Inner child
For a great many of us, when we were children, we encountered experiences that we truly were not capable of controlling, and in fact, some of them were experiences that seemed to take all of our power away completely.
What I think many of us failed to understand is that we are manifesting our world from these places. During my journey, through breaking through the patterns and trauma bonds of mass manipulation and confusion. I came to realize that, in the circumstances that did not feel so good, I was actually manifesting from the state of my inner child.
This is something that is happening and should happen based on our reflective world. Our inner child has a voice that needs to be heard and a choice that needs to be made with our own free will. For those of us who understand our gifts, we will understand that if, for some reason, we recognize that we are living out a trauma from our childhood, that it should be honored, and if we share the wisdom of this with another so to work through the trauma than whoever it is that we are interacting with would take that into profound account with the choices that they are making, especially if they truly have identified that we are a gifted healer that has crossed paths with them for such an exchange to take place, and maybe start identifying that they are actually living a life being an extremely parasitic shadow reflection, even if they at their core are a fractal of God. If they are awakened enough to what is going on, they would be more than willing to accept this exchange as a healing for both..
It is up to us to identify how this reflection serves both of us in the highest form and then follow the child’s lead. When this happens, hopefully, you will have merged with your divine mother, divine father, divine guide, and divine shadow, so that all of these aspects can work together to find the clarity in the experience and make choices in accordance with what’s right for all of these aspects as one.
It’s also important to keep in mind that we are also capable of manifesting experiences for the inner children of the generations that have come before, that were not as aware as we are of the ripple reflections that are playing out within ourselves and within the world as a whole. It’s also pivotal that we understand that it’s not personal, even though it is. It is energetic patterns that have been running for a great deal of time without the awareness of how it is that we are creating all of them, no matter what they might look like.
I mean, just think about it. There are some experiences that you have that you swear up and down, you will never allow to happen again, and in doing so, you are now at war with yourself. It doesn’t mean that you would subject yourself to the same things, but you wouldn’t listen to your shadow and how it would want to get even or isolate itself to keep itself safe with some stubborn vigor that feels righteous in its choices. We would see it for what it is. An opportunity to grow and to understand the reflective nature of this world, and how the energy that we have created and experienced doesn’t go anywhere until we address it accordingly.
Many live by a false spiritual narrative that claims that if we speak up for our inner child, we are not merging shadow and light. When, in fact, that is exactly what we are doing by identifying the healing that needs to take place for all. It is separation at a deep level to deny the opportunity that is in that present moment.
I mean, I understand from personal experience that that is not what the merging of shadow and light looks like, and if it were, it would mean that just the light was the only one doing all of the work, and that the shadow could just continue doing whatever it is they wanted to do for their own selfish interests and personal desires. That certainly doesn’t sound like an equal exchange of energy to me at all. Because it’s not. It’s another part of the distorted patterns that play out in the spiritual arena that are more like traps than keys to any doors to enlightenment. In fact, if you buy into the story that whoever plays in the shadows should just be allowed to do so freely without taking into consideration the way they make the reflections in their lives feel, then you are more diluted than you think. That is not how this rolls. It is how it is at times, but it’s not the highest outcome that can be found. And like I’ve said so many times, to each their own.
Those who make that free will choice to continuously do the things that hurt their reflections will end up reaping what they sow, which is kind of sad if you think about it. And actually, it is the way that it must be most times. Because people really have to see the outcomes and feel them to understand how this reflective world works before they put themselves in some hierarchy of positioning. I mean, we are all free to do what it is we wish to do, but universal law is universal law, and the outcome would not stand to be very good for those who dwell in the shadows.
I mean, most of the time, the refusal to make new choices comes because they’re afraid of being controlled, and they feel such a level of shame that it’s just easier to continue to play that role than to feel the feelings that they have created that rippled out into their world
Taking full accountability and responsibility for our choices is not always an easy path, but if it were easy, everybody would be doing it.
It is interesting that either way it catalyzes evolution, and in that way, it is purposeful, but not as a permanent choice, but just as something that is happening naturally. There will be no shortage of shadows that would like to play in the light and vice versa, but it is not the end-all be-all. We all chose to come here for evolutionary purposes, and yes, some chose to never quite wake up to this, and that is their free will choice, and it is as it is.
But with what we know now that we didn’t know then we understand that we have the free will choice to choose any timeline, and even if we chose to come into this world as a shadow reflection and trigger the healing of others, it doesn’t mean that that is the role that we have to stay in unless of course we’re more than willing to come back again and live life the same way without it being a choice, and it just being an expectation of the universe due to the energy that was left stagnant or parasitic in its nature rather than coming back by our own free, will choice. Which I’ve mentioned before, I would do time and time again, knowing what I now know. I don’t want off of any wheel. I just want to make the universal laws operate in the highest functioning potential for all parties involved. And I won’t sacrifice my reflection as the shadow that it might be, and just leave it to its own devices. I will say what I see and speak how I feel and explain how whatever it is that’s taking place is a ripple that can be altered and enhanced.
In my humble opinion, none of us chose to come here just to suffer or create suffering, but the game must persist so long as the players continue to play their roles. I’m not going to get quiet and cowardly just because an energy seems stronger than I and its presentation. And I won’t let any tactics of false narratives direct me in doing or not doing what is right in my heart. And neither should anyone else.
We are all here collecting aspects of our souls that we have forgotten and or left behind from many lifetimes, meanwhile, accumulating newer and deeper levels of asking for clarity amongst the confusion
No one surrenders; there is a narrative that serves all.
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