I have a new job as a long term substitute for Sign Language classes at a high school. The first week was rough, triggering and I was an emotional wreck. I stuck through it and now feel better. I worked through my trauma responses thinking I needed to be perfect and know about how to handle behaviors I had no way of knowing how to. Now I leave work tear and trigger free!!! Even stayed after work today for an ASL club. Everyone is so supportive and grateful to have me there. I think the kids might even respect me as well. That part isn’t always as obvious. I had a dream last night that I died and am now standing grounded as my higher self in my life. I knew this job would give me more growth and such then I could have imagined. I am so grateful!!!