I've been following the videos on how to beat lust, but i haven't commented or posted anything on here. I really could use some prayer because lately I have just been feeling really anxious about the future. I feel so far from God and just keep running back to sin. If you could pray for the fear to flee and my eyes to be opened and my love for Jesus to strengthen that would be amazing! I hope u all have a God filled day 💕

Dear brothers and sisters, good evening! I am an American business owner. Recently, I want to help my church hold an event. However, considering that many people have their own churches, I plan to combine some meaningful things or hobbies that are more acceptable to everyone to hold this event. My goal is to get more people to join our church, so I also plan to promote it on Facebook. If you have any good suggestions, please tell me. As long as you adopt them, I will give 1k to that friend. I wish you all a happy evening. I will remember to pray for you. May our Lord shower you with grace like a waterfall.

I was just standing there. Apart of me was God has already saved you I don’t need this anymore another part of me was like I need this I feel deprived whatever whatever. I remember my mom knocking on the door while I was doing whatever. I’ll be so honest confessing hurts I’ve got to stop sinning. While I was at school I was reading Ecclesiastes and I came upon 4:8 “For whom do I labor and deprive myself of goodness? This is also vanity and a painful distraction.” I was confused for a second because I always thought not sinning was just keeping yourself away from the pleasures our flesh indulge in. But this is wrong. We can also see in Colossians 2:21-23 “Do not touch, do not taste, do not handle.. which all concern things which perish with the using according to the commandments and doctrines of men?” There is a clear distinction between self deprivation and self denial in the Bible. Self denial written all over the gospels (Luke 9:##) is in the context of crucifying the flesh. It’s dying to your old worldly lifestyle and replacing and further fulfilling your life with the blood and life of Christ. Self deprivation is mimicry of denying yourself picking up your cross daily and following him. Back to it though. When I came downstairs after giving in (upon my own choice) I went to eat dinner. Not gonna lie it was good. My mom and God always remind me they love me (and of course my previous betrayal) despite the sin I commit. I pictured Jesus like a child. I was walking away from him saying stuff like I can’t live anymore, it’s destroying my life I give up. And Jesus is like No stop you’ll end up separate from me or eternally with me, why do you choose to live in sin/burning hell? I was like because I can’t do anything I deal with this all the time I quit. And Jesus starts crying like how a child would “Then why did I die for you?!” It hurts. I think I’d break if I ever saw Jesus as a child crying. My mom must think she haven’t loved her son enough. It’s true I probably do have trauma but I’m healed in Jesus name. People are going through ways worst than I am. My mom does things for me all the time, most I don’t even notice. It’s not her fault. Seriously.

After a week and a couple of days I’ve had stronger temptations then usual and relapsed please pray for me and give me some tips to give it up