I promised that on this journey I would be honest in the documentation. The one thing that I know for a fact is that when we make a big decision and commitment, you will be tested. In some cases, the test will be emotional and huge. Today is that day for me. All the business stuff is lining up. I got my USA business branch re opened. The banking was sorted. The app's done and 1st trainings recorded. I made the commitment and cleared the deck. And sure enough the universe decided to test me. My 10 year old cat didn't come home last night. I have barely had any sleep, and aout 1am the spiral started. Something I learnd last year is that there will be times when we have to walk in duality. Commitment to the decision we made and sad about something else. We will have to make decisions and have compassion on ourselves in moments like these as I know that they will come as they always do to test our capacity to stay the course. If you are in the shit show today...know you are not alone and if you can only do 1 10 minute sprint towards your goal today, that is ok. You took a step forward and that is all that matters. Please pray for Kitty.