Thankfully I am in the process of this right now, one thing I have known in my life is that the "Christians" I was around were largely incompetent people, myself included. They relied on sensationalist holy spirit beliefs, as opposed to honored skill acquisition as displayed in the Bible. Even Jesus disciplined Himself in prepartation for his ministry, if our Savior did it, why don't we do it? Luke 2:41-52 41 And His parents would go to Jerusalem every year at the Feast of the Passover. 42 And when He became twelve years old, they went up there according to the custom of the Feast; 43 and as they were returning, after finishing the days of the Feast, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem. But His parents did not know. 44 But supposing Him to be in the caravan, they went a day’s journey, and they began searching for Him among their relatives and acquaintances. 45 When they did not find Him, they returned to Jerusalem searching for Him. 46 And it happened that after three days they found Him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, both listening to them and asking them questions. 47 And all who heard Him were astounded at His understanding and His answers. 48 When they saw Him, they were astonished, and His mother said to Him, “Child, why have You treated us this way? Behold, Your father and I have been anxiously searching for You.” 49 And He said to them, “Why is it that you were searching for Me? Did you not know that I had to be in My Father’s house?” 50 But they did not understand the statement which He had spoken to them. 51 And He went down with them and came to Nazareth, and He continued in subjection to them, and His mother was treasuring all these things in her heart. 52 And Jesus was advancing in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men.

I am currently in the process of plugging the financial leak of consumer debt as many of you know. It is one of the great blights on any one person trying to build a legacy that lasts, my wife and I are on our way and it takes discipline and structure for the process but we are certainly getting there.

I have worked really hard at this and I am sure there are parts of me not healed where I still hide, which is why I am open about my attendance to counseling but I am miles ahead where I was before. One thing I can say for sure is that I am comfortable with God knowing exactly where I am, I do not hide where I am willingly anymore. It is a settled understanding that He and I have come to and that is what He desired for everyone. If you have to where a mask in front of the Creator of the Universe, than you are most assuredly wearing a mask in front of the world.

Slow and steady wins the race is certainly the truth I have to keep at the forefront of my mind. I am not sure anyone is ever at a point to where they do not want their goals to be accomplished faster but I take this quote from Alex Hormozi: "You do not have to feel patient, to be patient." Patience is the capacity to wait and get things done correctly before the desired result. In essence, do not put the cart in front of the horse.

I am not who I need to be yet for the business to be succesful both on the content front and on the Skool front, so I get inpatient with that. I am not going to quit but certainly I recognize my impatience and you can be patient without feeling patient. Stick to the task and maintain the course.