vote in the poll below & tell me why in the comments!! For me - the hardest part of awakening has actually been all three 😆 When I first started awakening - I went down rabbit hole after rabbit hole to find out the TRUTH and I just could not UNDERSTAND WHY the world is as it is, WHY people wouldn't believe me & my experiences, and what the higher purpose of this all was! Then - when I felt at peace and had acceptance for my awakening, my newly formed identity (let's be honest, awakening CHANGES you) and the uncomfortable ways in which my consciousness was expanding, I had a really hard time INTEGRATING all new experiences and wisdom into daily life. Spiritual coaches can teach you about 3D v 5D, alien contact, how to activate your DNA, etc etc But they rarely teach you HOW to live with this new version of you when your family & friends & coworkers still expect the old version. HOW to still live within the 3D matrix comfortably as your newly expanded self. I'd say over the past 2 years, since the birth of my son, that's when I threw in the towel (that's the phrase right? I literally SUCK at idioms and the ETs say this all the time lmao) I literally said eff it - I'm going to do something INCREDIBLY scary and just....be.....myself.....authentically AND publicly and share my truth. and share my story. and share what I believe in. and authentically EXPRESS myself. and not care if others think I'm crazy. like genuinely not care (which is very hard to do as a lifelong people pleaser and Enneagram type 3) Before & during my journey to Coming Out Cosmic, I really wish I had a guide, a roadmap & a close knit community of souls to support me as I learned how to understand, integrate and express myself authentically during awakening. What's been the hardest part of your awakening? 👇