Hello, I have been a member of this group for a while and I thought I would share my story. I am a recession entrepreneur. I have had a marketing practice for the past 12 years. I have a profitable practice that has had many ups and downs. For the past 2 years I have felt a longing and tugging to move on and try some other things. I want to be an educator. I feel like there are better ways to use my gifts and knowledge that can reach more people. I have been in such a standstill the past 2 years, mainly self-inflicted obstacles. BUT in my defense, I have clients to work for and many days I am just too tired to do "extra". I am 57 with a husband, 3 kids, and 3 grandchildren. I am very active in their lives. I catch myself saying I have worked so hard for so long (14 hour days at times) so I should get to have time off when I want. I ALSO catch myself saying, I am getting older and I am ready to work on something different. So how do you have both and still maintain your current work? I know I am making excuses. The thing is when you have a dream, it's always a dream. It's still there. But when you act it out and it fails, it's over, no more dream. I am getting to a point where I am ready to incorporate some instability into my life. I am no stranger to creating content I have that down. I just need consistency. Today I am working on my YouTube channel and getting it customized. I am going to start. This is a great group to be a part of.