I long for the sensation of your loving, healing touch I hold inches that I want your hand on and such Hearing the words is nice, but it doesn't mean as much Not near as much as your magical touch I'll put some music on soft and you could whisper in my ear Hit that spot on my neck that makes your intentions clear You hold the wheel so you drive and you steer Take away my pain, take away my fear Intentions crystal clear Tell me what I like to hear What your touch can do to me drives me crazy Clears my heart and mind which is usually hazy And after a session with you I get downright lazy Driving me here, driving me there, driving me crazy I'll put some music on soft and you could whisper in my ear Hit that spot on my neck that makes your intentions clear You hold the wheel so you drive and you steer Take away my pain, take away my fear Intentions crystal clear Tell me what I like to hear Show me all your cards, you're holding them too close to your vest I don't know if I told you this, but you're the best If I'm your teacher then you will always pass my tests Forget about the rest, you're my only with zest I'll put some music on soft and you could whisper in my ear Hit that spot on my neck that makes your intentions clear You hold the wheel so you drive and you steer Take away my pain, take away my fear Intentions crystal clear Tell me what I like to hear Please don't stop until I say enough Even then, don't, it may be tough If you prefer I can take it rough I think I prefer, you can make it rough

Bold colors at my feet Pop music keeps the beat Stuck playing hands that have us wanting to retreat Another loser gets up, gives up his seat My pain is deeper than they can feel Gripping my chest, I know it is real A better life than to gamble or steal No emergency could ever stop this deal Empathy Emulates the words that I write Sometimes by day, but mostly in the midst of the night Sitting with my demons and the battles I fight I try to stay the course, but I sometimes lose sight There is no comfort in getting the hand There's little feeling for the 21 I land Double down, strike up the band I like gambling better when I'm near the sand Sitting with the degenerates praying for a pot Losing is the trend more times than not Split 'em and double it's worth a shot Don't let them know what it is you got Empathy Emulates the words that I write Sometimes by day, but mostly in the midst of the night Sitting with my demons and the battles I fight I try to stay the course, but I sometimes lose sight Race 10 goes official, 3 got the loss 3 to 2 favorite so what does that cost I'm damaged and it's really starting to show Searching for the doors and a time to go Ace high for the dealer is a push Ask me, it belongs in the league of the bush Rules change like underwear round here And not for the better it's very clear Empathy Emulates the words that I write Sometimes by day, but mostly in the midst of the night Sitting with my demons and the battles I fight I try to stay the course, but I sometimes lose sight Do you think like me like a knife in your neck Called it a day, figured what the heck Two holes and the vampire is attached Draining a purpose once unmatched I remember the days when it was just us Nothing went wrong, never had a fuss Where are you today while I fall apart Where are you with my broken heart Empathy Emulates the words that I write Sometimes by day, but mostly in the midst of the night Sitting with my demons and the battles I fight I try to stay the course, but I sometimes lose sight

Dear Lord God First and foremost, thank you for the air that I breathe Secondly, as you know, I am a sinner with deep desire and need, please, I beg you, please forgive me of my past sins and don't forget how you made me and forgive future and fast sins Keep my family safe and clear of the demons that I battle Make sure everyone in my family and my friends know that I love them. Fill their hearts with my love When I become insolent or impudent, please humble me, God I've been fighting the fight and I just need your trust in me to make it to the finish line, surround me with your love and guidance for me to find the strength to move forward each day, God, show me the way. I have faith that my silence, suffering and resilience will come to fruition in a life altering method. Forgive me when that faith is fleeting its inside my soul which can never be beaten when it's full of love. In your name and passed love ones, please hear my prayer. Amen

People look at me like I'm some kind of hero But on the inside I feel like nothing more than a zero Where's the king, and whom did he anoint Are you catching my drift, are you getting my point You can break me down but I will always, always keep going Maybe you didn't think so, but it's growing, and it's showing Someday soon, I'm going to break through When there's nothing left to figure out, nothing else 2 do One day soon, I'd hang it on my moons, separate the crazies from the loons We used to ride bikes, like we was Miami Vice You need to tell me this is fucking real Don't make me pray everyday, I can deal You know me better than anyone else Unconditionally understand my deal, it's how I feel Kids look at me like I'm some kind of hero And on the inside I feel like more than a zero Got us home after 30 beers, Camden to home Always have, always will, that's how I roam But I swear this is some kind of DB magic stuff Then, again, I do still have faith, and I am tough Someday soon, I'm going to break through When there's nothing left to figure out, nothing else 2 do One day soon, I'd hang it on my moons, separate the crazies from the loons We used to ride bikes, like we was Miami Vice You need to tell me this is fucking real Don't make me pray everyday, I can deal You know me better than anyone else Unconditionally understand my deal, it's how I feel Do all of my kids look at me like I'm some kind of hero Need to know on the inside I'd feel like more than a zero Even got to most of their games, away and home Always have, always will, that's how I roam But I swear this is some kind of DB magic stuff Then, again, I do still have faith, and I am tough Someday soon, I'm going to break through When there's nothing left to figure out, nothing else 2 do One day soon, I'd hang it on my moons, separate the crazies from the loons We used to ride bikes, like we was Miami Vice You need to tell me this is fucking real Don't make me pray everyday, I can deal You know me better than anyone else

[verse 1] Knock it back, cut it some slack, it's like this heart attack, can't alleviate, can't hack Bring it back to loving me and get me back on track, lost my knife, don't feel like Mack But I'm growing stronger, taking it back a little longer Longer than all these years, stronger than all these fears All the the years I've cried inside your lairs Going to find my way out, going to climb the stairs Don't set the table, there's too many chairs [chorus] Venus holds the fire to which of that I desire Go tell it on the mountain, tell the church street choir Watson is drowning somewhere south of heaven Tried to reach thirteen, but then 8 stops seven But 6-7 is 13 and takeaway 2, then that's eleven Led looking for the stairway, floating high looking for heaven And this feeling of good faith that has no business in my mind It's making me keep it all inside keeping dreams safe throughout the grind Something's waiting, everything is waiting, how can nothing find, how can nothing find [verse 2] Poignant poem, can you find me a home, champagnes with foam, and end this roam Love me like I deserve or simply quit, that's it, lost my hair, lost my comb You think I'm weak, so you don't give me your cheek Cheek that I will always seek, pauper or a sheik I can cry like a baby but deep down I'm tough Hearing and always fearing the worst gets mighty rough I've been giving what I got but it never seems enough [chorus] Venus holds the fire to which of that I desire Go tell it on the mountain, tell the church street choir Watson is drowning somewhere south of heaven Tried to reach thirteen, but then 8 stops seven But 6-7 is 13 and takeaway 2, then that's eleven Led looking for the stairway, floating high looking for heaven And this feeling of good faith that has no business in my mind It's making me keep it all inside keeping dreams safe throughout the grind Something's waiting, everything is waiting, how can nothing find, how can nothing find [bridge] Night swimming always deserved a quiet night