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Fasting and chanting

@Marla Lindner in 2017 I fasted for 28 days at the start of the year just water not even salt and by the end of it I was throwing up an acidic orange liquid. I did it to connect to my higher self because I needed clarity on how I was going to leave this extremely toxic living situation. I needed to protect my daughter. So that year I realized all of my goals I set myself free from that situation and haven’t looked back since.

I’ve remembered a lot of other lives too. I’ve been walking through the halls of a mentee for some time now. As a human and as a higher dimensional being too. I love this tribe because it’s connecting my past life memories with actual knowledge and it always checks out. I had a remembering of being a violet woman like super purple and now I’ve discovered through here that I was probably from Arcturus. I also had another remembering of being a warrior lioness and leaping and running and jus full of power optimism and joy and now I’ve discovered through the eternal life tribe that is Lyra.

@Marla Lindner back in 2015 I refused chemo because I wouldn’t be able to breastfeed and I was okay with dying in two years of natural causes if it meant I could give my daughter nutrients. I was constantly harassed by the medical establishment and my community that I was going to die that I was stupid for not doing chemo. That led me down the path of listening to my higher self and it was speaking clearly eat raw fruit and greens and you will be cured. 90 days into this strict lifestyle along with yoga, chanting and sun light. I was able to access different realms. The veil was completely lifted. One night I set the intention that i would remember my past lives and at first I went into the bathroom with the lights off it was dark and I stared into my eyes and its like I was walking back into my self incension. Then I laid on the floor and closed my eyes and asked my higher self to show me my past life and to give me clues to solve the issues I was dealing with I held that intention as I meditated and I left. I saw my most recent past life and it was more than lucid dreaming like I was physically there I could smell the hardwood furniture. Touch things, talk to people, smell the scents of that time. I was sitting at a desk putting on eyeliner I looked at myself in the mirror I was a completely different person I was tall and slender with brown skin but the same green eyes. I was mestiza my mother an indigenous woman was raped by a white man had me and she died of pneumonia in San Francisco when I was 8 years old. I was destitute and the church helped me in small ways but I was completely alone to fend for myself in a slum by the wharf and there were other undesirable people there stealing my food from my little makeshift home. And the danger of living in deplorable conditions led me to take on a job as a domestic in a fancy home. That was a lie and quickly I was coerced into a life of prostitution. That was not the life for me and these wealthy aristocrats were physically violent as well and one night I stole some money and left for San Ramon. There I bought a home and married a drunkard who would spend all his money at the tavern and so back I went to the job that could take care of my daughters needs. It got to a point where the neighbors were helping more than I was and because of the nature of my work it tarnished my reputation and I wasn’t allowed to set foot in church. Then my daughter decided to move in with the neighbors because she wanted to be an upstanding Christian woman and she shunned me out of her life. I was getting high on laudanum and was disassociating to cope with life because I had failed as a mother. But a strangers kindness helped me to leave that life and instead to sell food. And then slowly I was able to be baptized and let back in church and repair the relationship with my daughter and be of service to the people in my community. I would help the old barber who was a widow I would make him pies and check on him. I would read to the children at Sunday school and whenever there was a disease outbreak I instinctively knew how to utilize herbs and help others heal. And I even remember being on my deathbed and crying to my daughter I’m so sorry that I couldn’t be the example you needed forgive me. And she did. Seeing and feeling all of this in my I call it quickening state, I knew that I was called to help others with physical healing and health and repairing and healing relationships. Marla this is such a long post but since you were curious, I’m more than happy to elaborate and when I launch my series on YouTube and instagram in a few months past lives is something I will be speaking on, I’m currently writing a novel about my past life experiences.

Wow! That was a beautiful introduction 😁I’m so happy to be apart of this group. Very soon I will post a video. I’m still at work. Yay! So excited to make new like minded friends. 🤓💖⭐️