Rahubaat, what I am operating at in my current state is conscious incompetenc3, I am aware of my deficits/wrong actions that I operated on with my own self, family, friends with the habits I invoke ,the way I spoke to others, also how I let my mind dictate what’s real and what’s not what’s right and wrong, Knowing the power I have within and not using it correctly but I’m here to make a change I will achieve that!