Hi Yall, First of all, I wanna thank my brother @Sean Graves for challenging me to go try out open mic stand up. I took brother @Sean Graves challenge and went to open mic standup comedy yesterday. It was free to enter. I was very hesitant, I was nervous, I was not prepared at all and most importantly I just wanna feel it. When the host asked if anyone wants to come up. I stood up and started talking about my experience in America -> all my struggles, nasties and dirties. I did hold something back because I don't know the audience wants to hear. Also it's my first time I introduced myself, when, how I came to America. come to the University of Central Arkansas and roommate with 6 foot tall African American guy name Lacori from West Memphis. We lived in tiny room on bunk beds. I slept on top. I didn't speak the language at that time. So me and Lacori used a sign language to communicate. We mostly talked and laughed about pigment of our skin, Micheal Jordan, Micheal Jackson, basketball and running Then I hit the audience with the story. " One night while I was sleeping in my dormitory. I woke up in middle of night to an fucking earthquake, woman was screaming, OMG Oooh. . My bed was shaking, I was half sleepy, I woke up and looked down to see what is happening. I made direct eye contact with woman and Lacori was top of her. She was lookin up at me. I was shocked and froze in the moment. First of all, it's not a fucking earthquake. It's just two people having a sex Second of all, I had never seen anyone who fucks like that in Real life. Third of all, When I have a sex with women , women dont make that kind of noise and joyous phrase like "OMG, I love it" I just lay there while my bed was shaking and lady was yelling her lungs out. It was almost 2 hours of non-stop shaking and yelling finally Lacori finishes. After that incident, We really build this protocol when there is potential lady visitor in our dorm room, we signal each other by tie-ing a tie on the door knob to indicate that there is a bed shaking is about to happen on that day.

Hey Brothers, reminder for everyone we have our Council Call tomorrow night. Please make the intention to get to this one. We're in Scorpio season, there's a lot of depth and big energy moving right now. Let's all hold the intention to be there and show up fully, first and foremost for ourselves, but also for every other man in this community. We'll be diving in deep and continuing the practice of being seen and heard just as you are. Every part of you allowed and welcomed. Look forward to being in the soul gym with you all. The link for the call is on the calendar in here. Starts at 5PM MST.

We had the Hunter's Moon last night illuminating the sky and allegorically giving us the brightness to see within the dark (the sub conscious content within our psyche). Maybe you noticed certain strong emotions or experiences that had depth this weekend through conversations or internal currents emerging. I woke up today with this message on my mind, I've mentioned here before that I use the bible as a book of wisdom describing through parables the process of consciousness that is happening within all of us. I had a mentor who decoded that for me and the stories became invaluable. In Revelations 3:15-16 "I know your deeds; you are neither cold nor hot. How I wish you were one or the other. 16 So because you are lukewarm — neither hot nor cold — I will spit you from my mouth!" As someone who was (and still can slip into) this lukewarm place of dissociation, distraction, complacency, I wanted to speak to it. For me it was this place of "Yeah man, whatever, it's all good, it's all love, everything's good, just in the flow" paired up with stress, overwhelm, and fear on the daily. The place of indecision and analysis paralysis. The place of purgatory where you're sitting on the fence without making a choice because you are afraid. Afraid to let go of what's on one side and fully leap into and choose the other, which is a vast uncharted territory. A lot of men have fallen into this no man's land between the trenches. It's numbing, it's coping, it's treading water, it's settling, it's not even being interested in stewarding the incredible gifts each of us have been created with to bring into the world. It's where you trim the weeds just enough so it's not noticeable rather than letting them completely grow and overtake the garden OR getting in there & pulling all of the weeds out by the roots. It's where you beat your head off the wall, ping pong back and forth in duality between your "good" and "bad" sides. From this place, the spirit cannot enter. From this place, we cannot receive the blessing of wisdom because we are in the middle place where the signal is most weak (survival center). Culled is the desire to realize and work with the gifts we've been given. That essence our soul brought here to pour into the collective well we all share to alchemize the poison into medicine.

Hey brothers, all the replays for both days of our workshop are now up in the classroom under the workshop module. I highly recommend going through them if you didn't attend live. It was a super powerful few days!

Good morning brothers. We just dropped this new conversation and curious to know your thoughts on this. Let’s start a thread ⬇️