My name is Samantha I am from OC, CA and recently sold an online business that used to be my identity (was a little new age) but over 3 years ago I had a total identity crisis and this past two years I feel like I have been on the wilderness. My love for Jesus has grown like no others but also my fear of not making it to heaven has as well. I know it’s only by his grace we are saved but I continue to sin and I have a hard time understanding that my salvation is guaranteed. Has anyone else ever struggled with this?