Been doing the self esteem releasing each day, also with some mirror gazing. Still have a ways to go, making progress. Lot of the issues that coming up is money , lack of career and self hatred.

Have you guys heared of something called mirror gazing? It's a very powerful practice that i've been recently doing, u simply sit in front of a mirror with a dim light and look into your eyes(your left one, it's responsible for the emotion). It's very powerful cuz the eyes are the window of the soul but we never really had the chance to look through this window, it soumds simple but it's not easy at all, in fact when you do this for the first three or four times maybe even more you will experiance tons of resistance, wanting to run away and spin of thoughts but when you stay present with that, gold start to come up, you start getting triggered( your shame, guilt and fear comes up) it teaches u to get comfortable with this and it's simply your internal world that you see in the mirror and also your external world cuz it's also a mirror. Try it if you feel ready and share how did you feel but at least for 10 min

<3 Oh, I go by George to non-romantic partners, and I love and earn by gaming thru various means!

Came across the new mini courses of jules and read in the deescription of one of them that after alot of releasing prigress might slow cuz you are purguing the ego not ubrooting it which made me start contemplating about the diffrence! Do you think it's becoming friends with the ego?

Tried the sexy bastard affirmation and i actually enjoyed it more than the sexy bastard releasing meditation, alot of self hat and un worthiness came up!