Today, I am happy I blocked my ex fr. Because I sent him my last $6.96 yesterday just for him to say f me today all because I just didnt wanna be bothered. My sister came back in my life yesterday in perfect timing. Talked to me and said block him. So I did. She said stop worrying about the outcome. Focus on yourself. Should've spent that money on your child not him. I am thankful for that.

@Morris Gamer Same. I am proud of us. Setting up true boundaries.

1. We tried girls scouts. 2. Uploaded a youtube video. 3. Joined a weight loss challenge. Took a before picture. 4. Created my own e-worksheet. 5. Created a YouTube content plan. 6. Someone paid my phone bill. 7. I applied for job and had an "impressive" interview. 8. 9 pages away from finishing the desire chapter. 9. Had a cool doctors appointment and turned down some. 10. Took my child on a 6 mile walk. 11. Found a new doctors office. 12. Someone cash app me $60 and confessed some lies towards me and false allegations at the same time. Also I apologized for sum I did wrong too and cut them off for good. 13. Gained 1 subscriber and 2 views. 14. A customer gave me a free basket and in return I helped an elderly man take his basket back at the grocery store. 15. Started reading the book of Isaiah. 16. Getting to know who Jesus is but also, realizing Christianity isn't a real religion. 17. Shopped in Whole Foods for all my groceries and got 80% plant based food. 18. Started taking a supplement for my health to heal holistically instead of the pharmaceutical medicine. 19. Reconnected with my sister. 20. Blocked my ex.. sense its forget me.

Also, last 3-4 days I have been resting instead of being overly productive. I just prioritized it cause i just been really tired and just didnt feel like being productive dont know if it is good or bad but i been having mixed feelings about resting than making money

I am very good at herbal remedies and I know I can heal myself from anything.

@Zik Ukaeje No I havent.

Even though I took a couple days to rest because my body is still adjusting to this new life... I am reading 'Think & Grow Rich.' I never successfully read the book cover to cover after buying the book about 20 times in the last 5-7 years (I bought 10 ppl the book to read it with me and nobody read it at all). This time, I am reading it to master my mind, master the power of my words, master consistency and persistency, and to acquire the riches I want in certain areas of my life to prove the principles in the book that they actually work. I am on the Desire chapter and paused at the statement because I am unsure of what to ask first. But, I want Napoleon Hill & anybody who believes in his principles to be my bestfriends lol.

Honestly, fear for me too. But, fear of the unknown really. Honestly, I really want to test these experiments out. Every last one of them and see if its going to feel good or make my life worse fr. My past has been so negative for me .. I cant think about hardly enough positive things that I actually remember. But, also other peoples perceptions frfr.. people are very judgmental and they always say you going to get a lot of hate when you start ranking higher and higher.. but I just want to experience love for the first time.. especially for self. but other than my past . and people's perceptions.. thats literally keeping me stuck.