Assalam o Alikum I am Rizwan Ahmed I am mechanical Engineer I want to start freelancing but for heigh paying clients currently I have worked locall builders but I got less amount although they are my return client but want to fast. Kindly guide me JAZAKALLAH

Kaisa feel kar rahe ho aap sab is hafte?" Work consistency kesi jarhi ha .

Beach main 3 days I missed doing journaling Qk kbhi kbhi life feels stuck..us level ki k bsss...phir likhny ki b himat nhi rehti,, Khair I've sorted out everything... ‎I woke up at 3am,, sari Raat wasy b nend aii hi nhi thi..(subha Meri mama behan dono pakar pakar k pouch rahy thy tmhri ankhon ko Kya hua? Itni red or bluish q ho rai?Under eyes Meri boht dark then 🤣🤭 Meri behn kehti hai ksi nay pakar k mara hai tmhn? (Wo doremone main jiaan jab mrtaa tha sbko us trhaa eye pounch to nai kia ksi nay?) Amma ka b Kuch yehi kehna tha well🤣🤣 ‎ ‎Usk bad subha prayed fajar,, diid zikar azkar,,walk,,sun exposure,, breath in and out exercise,,Quran class li,,, 6 30 par I was back in my room Qk ye Baki sab Kuch main fajar ki namaz k bad fresh air main jaa k karti hun,, my favrt core 😍🤭 ‎Sedha kitchen main jaa k Apny lye coffe banai or puri koshish ki k shorr na Karun waps aakr coffe pety pety mainy apni google ads ki class li,,,udr say free ho kar mainy nashta kia,,almost 10 ho rahy thy beach main scrooling b ki,, phrir bss yahan wahan ghum k room set kar k time guzara,, main 4 5 dino say procrastination kar rai Hun Quran notes k Sath wo burden alag jama hua va tha,,phrir b dheet bani v thi Kam nai kia mainy,,jab ma'am nay kaha notes Kahan Hain to banany pary😭😭(danday k zoar par) 11 bajy k bad halki c book read ki,,phrir bss time zaya kia Zohar tak,,usk bad Zohar parh k aik reel edit ki or phrir hamary Yahan mosam bony pyara ho gaya tha main (jamun khaty huy upr chali Gai Abba k Sath batain karty huy mosam enjoy kar Rahi thi bhaii k Sath batain ki) usk bad bury dill k Sath neachy agai notes banaye Shuru kiye marr marr k😭😭😭 Qk karny mainy hi thy to himat kar k Shuru ho gai,, phir asar parhi,,,phir mainy soacha mosam acha h Kuch cooking kar loun,,phir many biryani banai sabk lye magrib tak Yahan say free hui phir namaz b qaza ho Gai tez tez Yahan wahan lagy,, mainy Quran notes complete kiye,, dinner kia,, magrib ki qaza parhi,,, fresh air main Gai walk ki phrir Isha parhi checked my mobile or thekk 9 30 par locked my mobile or rakh Dia bss, k ab subha dekhungi,,, change kia or soa Gai 10 bajy hi,,Qk pechli Raat b jaag k guzari Thi many 🤭

Today I woke up at 3 15am.. ‎Prayed fajar,, zikar azkar kiye Quran class lii 6 bajy tak..After that Mainy apni Google ads ki class li sath main Yahan first 2 lactures liye.. notes banaaey,,, dairy main Kuch dill ki batain likhi...usk bad Mera Kuch karny ka dill hi nhi kar Raha tha I was not feeling good..Moud acha nhi tha ajeeb heavy heavy feel ho Raha tha, k pta nhi main kar sakungi ya nhi ajeeb fears bsss mainy sab band kia or talrebm 8 30am tak soa Gai usk bad takreban 11am par uthi.. ‎Nashta kia...summer task krwaya bachon ko usk Sath Sath Apny liye achi c drink banai lychee say...1 bajy mainy namaz parhi shower lay kar or usk bad Quran notes banaye....phir Qk ajeei energy boht down thi main dobara soa Gai 4 bajy tak... Phir uth kar Apny liye coffe beat ki lkin mainy pea nhi.. bagair banaey fridge main rakh di... Quran notes banaye complete kiye..asar parhi... or hamary Yahan pindi Islamabad main achy khasy kalay badl aey huy thy 😭🥹Thandi hawa main beath k mainy book read ki.. amma kariii chawal bana rai then dinner main... mainy much pakory b khaey is mosam main phir tofaani garaaj chamak wali barishhhh huii bohht tez mainy b Barish main ghum phir k mazy kiye duain mangi Allah say...dill ki batain kii...phir magrib parhi...dinner wagera say farig ho kar main or Mera Bhai hum dono dobara upr chalay gaey us say bat kar k Mera moud acha hua....halki halki rim jim thndi hawa usk Sath lightning ufff Allah... ‎Main to lighting or uski awaz sun k neachy bhag Rahi thi lkin mery Bhai nay bhgany nhi Dia 🫠🫠 khair bsss ab neachy aakr namaz parhi change kia,,, hair brush kiye or ab main journal likh Rahi...it's time to sleep now. good night ‎ ‎(Aj emotionaly boht stressful day tha mery liye pta ni Q) well Allhamdolilah ‎

Sooo today I woke up at 4 30Am. ‎Prayed namaz, With lambii c Dua.. ‎After that main Terris par Gai, I was walking in Thandi hawa, doing tasbehat and Zikar azkar, after that I did the exercise of Breath in and out wali game..Give my self a sun exposure.. 5:10 too 5:35 I did this all.. ‎Usk bad I went to kitchen made a mug of coffee for myself and revised my lesson of Quran class Jo theak 6 bajy honi thi..so jaldi jaldi Coffe ka mug utha I was back on my roof top,, Thandi hawa,,sun rising view cooffe and my Quran class.. this session was of 30 mints.From 6Am to 6 30am.. ‎( My ultimate favorite love core 4:30am to 6:30am) ‎ ‎Soo after that my mera work day Shuru ho jata hai😭😭. ‎From 6:30 Am to 7:30Am i was having my class of google ads..usk Sath Sath notes b bana Rahi thi.. ‎Google ads ki class lay kar breakfast kia... ‎Usk bad I was exploring our skool community..And watched the wellcome classes.. usk Sath Kuch important points notedown kiye..And my heart was full of Shukr guzari to have a mantor like sir Haroon..well Shukr Allhamdolilah.. ‎ ‎Khair 9 bajy tak Google ads or skool community say free ho karr I took a brief nap or aik book utha li gor reading purpose .. after that I cleaned up my room achy say..With dusting shuating...help my mom in kitchen Thora sa..phir I was waiting parosion k bachon ka😭😭 unki tuition wali baji chution par Gai Hain so aunti requested me k mery bachon ka summer task main help kar do.. Khair mainy soacha Kya ii harj hai? 11 say 12 30 tak unhn dekha.. usk bad Zohar ki namaz k wait kia wo parhi.. ‎Phir I was learning about Dua since last 2 months.. mainy Dua session's k notes banaye,, usk ilawa Kuch dill ki batain likhi khud k lye.....this was all about 4pm. ‎ ‎From 4pm to 5:15pm I sit in lounge with my family and make chill lemon water for them..(Garmi h na aj Kal) ‎Usk bad asar parhi...today was the last Dua session Soo usko attend kia..learned a lot of Nafa mand ilam... ‎From 6pm to 7pm I was scrolling wasy hui... ‎Then took a shower prayed magrib ki namaz..after that I was sitting on bed and waiting for dinner.. Qk mainy lunch skip kia tha dinko bhook na hony ki waja say...