Day 1 : I’M FINALLY LOOKING OUT FOR JUST ME !!!! Day 2: Stop acting like it doesn’t bother me because it does , I don’t want to give up but I have the following emotions to deal with ; LOVE , JOY , PEACE , TRUST , FRUSTRATION , LONELINESS !!!! Day 3: THE LETTER THAT NOBODY IS SUPPOSED TO READ ; I can’t stop thinking about how out of all the relationships I’ve had, no one could touch my heart the way you did. We’ve known each other almost our entire lives, and when we finally decided to take that step towards making a real relationship out of our friendship, it was amazing. Then I remember noticing how there were times of frustration when I had to keep telling you to stop with the flirtation . I wasn’t even doing that all the times you saw me perform on stage , and even though I can’t say you would have cheated but it definitely pissed me off. Then of course the denial and playing stupid like the “ What, I just thought he looked like someone I know “ , yet you had that look like you wanted to take them home at least once . Sometimes I would ask “ You want to sleep with him ? , go ahead hook up with him if you want him that bad.” It was just that stupid to me and I really think that was because we were so close and at times think you forgot that we are now more than just friends , and so now you need to let me know if it’s better to go back to being friends. Then of course you would immediately say “ Oh your not going anywhere and definitely not getting rid of me. “ !!! The laughter, the tears, the great times and a few bad times, but when we finally realized that we had to discuss how we are going to raise the kids if we get married being that we both had two different ways of accepting what the Bible had to say and what we want our kids to believe. We knew we had to make that decision to say goodbye to each other. It was enough for us to realize the unhealthy tug of war with how to teach our kids to worship and our unhappiness with each other’s beliefs that would really be unfair to the kids, and so we chose the right thing, realizing it was for the best. However it still hurts to this day and yes I still miss you and think about you all the time .

Every artist you admire once created something they never released. Not every song, design, idea, or project is meant for the world. Sometimes the work you never share is the work that prepares you for what comes next. Keep learning. Keep creating. Every project has a purpose. 😉

Thank you @Mike Desroches. We appreciate you showing up and giving us time out of your day sharing a craft you have CLEARLY worked tirelessly to master. Thank you for sharing that gift with us 🎹🙏‼️🙌 and I’m really glad brother @Richard Harmon could attend as well , and thank you for the text reminder lol💞🙌‼️ always a good time family. We will be practicing through the week. See you next time Coach Mike 🫡☺️‼️🙏

DAY 7