In 2012 I went through my FIRST awakening… And about 2 years ago I went through my SECOND awakening I had no idea there was another layer and it went so much deeper The first awakening is all about becoming aware that there is a correlation between your thoughts and your reality Manifesting your reality, watching the movie “the Secret” thinking better thoughts, etc The outer and inner are connected There is usually a connection to the spiritual side as well and a feeling that there is more than just the material Usually there is a reframing of the past as well that frees the person from the burden of it This can send someone onto a path of self development, creating their own reality Watching videos and reading books to become more aligned and connected For me there was also an “ungrounding phase” of awakening as well lol I loved crystals, super esoteric ideas that took me out of being here now, and also rebelled and resented all those people in the world who were “asleep” and didn’t understand me Learning about government secrets, aliens and other hidden information also became a focus For me there was a layer of spiritual grandiosity that was created that justified how alone I felt because people didn’t understand me and friend didn’t relate to me in the same way About 2 years ago I began what I call “the second awakening” There are 3 powerful things that happened… The first was a waking up OUT of my core patterns People pleasing and hyper independence where patterns adopted in childhood that kept me trying to “heal more” I found that even though I intellectually KNEW about my patterns… I would always fall back And that would leave me frustrated! It was a whole new world when I woke up out of my pattern I had to accept those patterns and heal the inner child part of me to embrace a new version of me The second was that I had to embrace my DARK “BAD” side So much of the first phase of awakening is to think GOOD thoughts, don’t think or feel negative emotions or you’ll attract something BAD!