Here he is. Just saw this mate. Glad you're on the mend. Not as stacked as Johnny! Who is?!? 🤣 he's definitely your go to re: putting on 'sheer mass' but I don't mind chiming in on the other chat. Wrong gear? Yeah i hear ya. Im a bit rusty and spoiled by the relatively mild portuguese winter, but having the gear is a must. Love a tight fitting base layer, leggings, full ninja, then heading out in hard rain. Getting outs hard, but once im out, breathing hard and steaming, feels pretty amazing! Nothing like pushing through something you don't want to do, cold water, fasting, last set of 12 reps. Very jealous of the venison buddy, might have to bring my skinning knives next time I'm in the UK and pay you a visit? Have you ever dressed a carcas yourself? It's an experience for sure. Don't think I've ever gone full keto, but settled on a bit of a low carb two Meal Day ish hybrid myself. High carbs for lunch only. Breakfast only when I feel I need it. Probably a similar build to you, always struggles to put on mass, and it falls off me if I don't fuel properly. So never tried to go hard out in the carbs. Also, love bread. If I had the access you do, I'd definitely give carnevor a go. Love the idea of cycling keto. As far as mood goes, apart from the obvious, nutrition, movement, sleep and good amigos, I have 5htp (pre cursor to serotonin) as a bit of a secret weapon. https://my.healthpath.com/products/serotonin-enhancement-5-htp-120s/4035?utm_term=&utm_campaign=Healthpath+-+Shopping+-+CSS+-+Supplements&utm_source=adwords&utm_medium=ppc&hsa_acc=5004928523&hsa_cam=21567420222&hsa_grp=164519454863&hsa_ad=708717505813&hsa_src=g&hsa_tgt=pla-321003541602&hsa_kw=&hsa_mt=&hsa_net=adwords&hsa_ver=3&gad_source=1&gclid=Cj0KCQiA2oW-BhC2ARIsADSIAWq30OWRHMKvt_FMjvdbO7f3QzL3ej4ghA9_9t3S47ydjAsaXsL1l5IaAmv-EALw_wcB