@Joe Cindy I’m going to look through your uploaded material. It took a bit for a photo to upload but my family has taken their trip home (they live a few hours away) so I can take a second to reflect. I just got so so excited. Joe was talking about something I’ve been trying to find information on since September. It’s actually been about a year but I’ve dedicated so much time since the fall, when I had a prophetic dream about the Matriarchy, looking for anything about gold light and lighting the world up and how it works to spread love and positivity to those around you. I have a YT channel where I talk about it. I was an athiest and my meditations started “working.” I thought I was going nuts but found information on the Awakening instead. I’m now in this weird world I never thought I’d be in scouring the internet for scraps and believing in source energy. Joe is one of the only people who say the things where nothing contradicts what I get in meditations; right down to it being an indigenous North American woman in my prophetic dream to raise the matriarchy. Most prophecies say it’s someone in the Middle East or a few other places but not here. I saw it here. Like there was an Egyptian god in the dream and I live in Illinois. I no longer live in southern Illinois but it’s Little Egypt; it’s all Egyptian themed. And I keep seeing Egyptian gods popping up synchronously everywhere since that dream. So what tribes are in Southern Illinois? I want to know if I’m being toxic so I keep rising. It was Joe talking about being a hollow bone all the time that I think helped me to get unblocked in my example below. It’s not about me. And I have been rising. Feels like it’s taking forever but it’s actually really fast. I know so little. I recorded birds swarming around me when I was meditating wrong once. I pointed out how I was meditating wrong and fixed it. And wouldn’t you know, it had to do with power. My ability to move energy was blocked for like two weeks after that. I was embarrassed, which is why I added a clip to the video. Humbling. There’s other things, like the time the lady in a live stopped to talk about the positive energy I was sending her way less than a minute after I began sending it. She looked shocked. That was my test “Am I imagining this and is this lady for real?” Some I did share on TT but most are on YT. My manifestation is pinned and a few predictions are on TT; things my family could handle.

I have not read Initiation but I literally just went and bought it. I had an Audible credit. It sounds exactly like what I need to read right now. American gods is my favorite fictional book actually! The whole book takes place basically along 56. I know it very well. I could see the actual places in the story as I read along. I drive through them every time I go to visit my family (the ones who visited this weekend). I haven’t finished the series. I just don’t have much time to watch TV but that’s one I want to see. I can understand why the book takes place there. Once you get past all the corn you get to the Shawnee. There’s something magical and electric in that place.That forest basically takes up the whole bottom part of the state. I want to move back so badly; especially to Makanda. That’s the village where the path of the solar eclipse’s crossed last year and it truly is special. I used to live 5 minutes down the road from there. I don’t know anything about lay lines or anything like that but there’s a different, very strong pull to that place, like anything could happen. Okay, my YT is @Liberation-Frequency but I have like no subscribers. My one subscriber is my regular account, lol. I just started doing videos because I had to talk about this somewhere. I subscribed to myself because none of my videos seem to come up in any searches so I could find links. I only have 8 videos so far so that’s not surprising. Thank you for not just thinking I’m losing it by the way. My Mom is a counselor and my X was also a therapist so I know pretty well what to look for and I also know what I can and can’t say to an analytical thinking audience. Becoming spiritual has been a lot to overcome within myself and my own ingrained biases. It’s like peeling back the layers of an onion. I’ve never been analytical but was trained to think that way. I think it’s an over correct from my Mother; like a generational curse. She has a certain spirituality that she won’t face but that’s a whole other story. I’m choosing to be the curse breaker.