Finally, Today I woke Up At 4.45 AM, And Became A Part Of This Journey
Aaj main subah 4:45 AM utha. Pichhle 3–4 saalon se main plans aur schedules bana raha tha ki main jaldi uthunga, din mein kaam complete karunga aur raat ko time par so jaunga. Lekin reality ye thi ki main hamesha late-night person raha. Raat ko late tak kaam karta tha aur lagta tha ki main raat mein zyada productive hoon, jabki andar se mujhe pata tha ki ye lifestyle long-term mein sustainable nahi hai. Pichhle 2–3 saalon mein maine is habit ko change karne ki kaafi baar koshish ki, lekin honestly main kabhi successful nahi ho paya. Aaj maine finally decide kiya ki ab is habit ko change karna hi hai. 4:45 AM uthna bahut mushkil tha mind bilkul process nahi kar raha tha, body support nahi kar rahi thi, zero energy thi. Phir bhi main utha, kyunki maine apne mentor ko commitment di thi aur ek challenge join kiya tha. Ye penalty ke baare mein nahi tha, ye apni commitment ko respect karne aur discomfort ko accept karne ke baare mein tha. Haan, main uske baad aadha ghanta phir se soo gaya, but fact ye hai main 4:45 AM utha. Aur ye apne aap mein ek win hai. Ab main is habit ko consistently continue karne ke liye committed hoon. Har baar jab main goals aur schedules banata tha, main sochta tha ki subah ye karunga, phir wo karunga exercise, deep work, planning, execution sab kuch perfectly mapped hota tha. Maine pehle bhi kaafi strategies try ki. Scientifically cheezein try karne ki bhi koshish ki. Honestly, main unmein se almost sab mein fail hua. Is baar maine sirf ek cheez change ki. Maine sab kuch reduce karke sirf ek single goal bana liya: subah jaldi uthna. Bas. Aur kuch nahi. Uthne ke baad kya karunga, kaise karunga kuch nahi pata. Koi plan nahi, koi pressure nahi, koi checklist nahi. Even agar main sirf uth ke baith jaun aur time pass karun, that’s okay. Kyunki abhi ke liye jo ek win matter karti hai, wo hai subah jaldi uthna. Bas. Ek goal. Ek focus. Ek step aage.