I know I want to serve and have been walking in my calling and staying rooted in the Word but it feels like I'm just doing it because I need to. I lost my fire and I'm being convicted about double mindedness but i don't know how to open my heart again.

I've been praying for rain and this is the third day in a row it rained praise the Lord

I feel like the only way to remove my phone addiction is if I don't have a phone and get a flip phone. I've tried a lot of things to stop, but I still can't stop looking at soccer content, especially with the World Cup right now. I love soccer, but I can see it becoming an Idol. I think it is already an idol. I have had months or weeks of being in control, but as you know, depending on the will never works. I have also tried prayer many times, but I just cannot seem to be delivered. I don't get it, for me, some sins are just easy to hate and not do, but some are just hard to ignore, like entertainment, like soccer. This is even harder because I grew up with soccer and Joga Bonito videos.

How do we find comfort during struggles or during temptations to not fall into them. I don’t like using my willpower since it sometimes works and sometimes it does not. Mostly it does not.

(is this the right place to ask this? i know this is about our faith, idk if this is the right place to ask)Im into railfanning (filming trains) and in the hobby it is common use to use a scanner to hear train crews and where certain locomotives are and if they are moving or not. i was wondering if that is a sin. i would like to hear yalls thoughts.