As many of you know, I was raised Catholic. And for a long time, that made it almost impossible for me to fully integrate Neville’s teachings into my life. My biggest inner battle wasn’t intellectual. It was emotional. It was the guilt. The idea that Jesus “died for me” — and that by embracing the Law of Assumption, by claiming my divinity, I was somehow betraying Him. I felt selfish. Narcissistic. Ungrateful. And that guilt kept me spiritually paralyzed. But then I did something radical. I went back to the Bible — not through the lens of religion, but through the lens Neville teaches: psychologically, symbolically, inwardly. And everything changed. Neville says the Bible is not secular history. It is a drama taking place in the human imagination. Every character represents a state of consciousness. Every story is about YOU. When I stopped reading it as a story about an external God demanding sacrifice and started reading it as the story of awakening to “I AM,” the guilt dissolved. Jesus was not a victim appeasing an angry God. Jesus represents the awakened imagination. The crucifixion is the death of the old self. The resurrection is the realization of your true identity as God in expression. Neville boldly said: God became man so that man may become God — not another God, but God awakening within Himself. Religion taught me separation. Neville taught me identity. Religion said: “You are unworthy. Be saved.” Neville said: “You are the operant power. Assume the state and it will harden into fact.” And when I truly understood that “the Father and I are one” is not blasphemy but revelation, something shifted at my core. I was not turning my back on Jesus. I was finally understanding him. The guilt was never holy. It was conditioning. And the moment I released the idea of a jealous, external God and embraced the God within — the I AM — everything started to make sense. Not rebellion. Remembrance. Not narcissism. Responsibility. Not abandonment. Awakening.

People think conscious manifestation is a quick fix. It’s not. Most begin this journey after a breaking point — a loss, a betrayal, a collapse of something they once called “safe.” They want to fix what hurts. But here’s what no one tells you: Before the new life appears, the old one must dissolve. And that dissolution feels like loss. You may lose relationships. Versions of yourself. Dreams you once clung to. The identity that felt familiar. Even the comfort of your old suffering. When you change your state of being, your outer world must rearrange to reflect it. Neville called it “the bridge of incidents.” And that bridge rarely feels comfortable. It feels like chaos. It feels like uncertainty. It feels like everything is falling apart. But it’s not falling apart. It’s falling into place. You are being asked to navigate your emotions without the old crutches. To sit with discomfort instead of escaping it. To release who you were in order to embody who you decided to be. And when you fully accept your divinity — when you truly live from the state of the wish fulfilled — the world has no choice but to mirror it. Nothing can stop you. Because the only thing that ever could… was the old version of you.

The Power of Awareness Neville said: “The secret of imagining is the greatest of all problems, to the solution of which every man should aspire.” But the real secret isn’t effort. It isn’t forcing belief. It isn’t repeating affirmations until you feel exhausted. The secret is the state. A state is not a thought. It’s not a single affirmation. It’s not a visualization session. A state is the version of you that feels natural. If fulfillment feels unnatural, you are still identified with a state of longing. If love feels uncertain, you are still identified with a state of fear. If abundance feels temporary, you are still identified with a state of lack. Awareness reveals the state you’re actually living from — not the one you say you want. You don’t manifest what you occasionally imagine. You manifest what feels like home. So today’s awareness: What feels more natural — having it, or wanting it? You don’t change your life by trying harder. You change it by moving into a new psychological home and staying there long enough that it becomes you. That is the power of awareness.

There is no perfect moment to wait for—because the moment only becomes perfect after you assume it is. Waiting for signs, permission, or a savior is simply remaining loyal to the state you’re in. And states don’t change themselves. Neville would say: stop reacting to life and start selecting it. The world is not here to rescue you; it is here to confirm what you are being. When you hesitate, complain, or postpone, you are unconsciously assuming “I am not the one with authority.” And life faithfully mirrors that. The hard decision is not the action itself—it’s the inner decision: I am no longer the person who waits. Once that assumption is made, action flows naturally, without force. You don’t change life by fighting circumstances; you change it by moving into a new state and letting circumstances rearrange. Complaining never worked because it belongs to the state of powerlessness. Change the state, and the world has no choice but to change its response. You are not waiting for a sign. You are the sign.

Most people think awareness is something you do. They think: - “I need to be more aware” - “I lost awareness” - “I need to focus better” But awareness is not an action.It’s a position. You are always positioned somewhere internally. Right now, pause for a moment. Before any thought appears…before any emotion…before any intention… There is a quiet sense of: “I am here.” That is awareness. Not dramatic.Not spiritual.Not emotional. Just present being. Now here’s the part most people miss: Awareness is not neutral because it doesn’t careAwareness is neutral because it assumes. What you are aware of feels: - obvious - unquestioned - settled - “just how things are” You don’t argue with it.You don’t affirm it.You don’t defend it. You live from it. That’s why awareness is so powerful — and so invisible. Why Awareness Is Hard to See You cannot see awareness the way you see thoughts. Thoughts move.Emotions fluctuate.Circumstances change. Awareness stays constant. It’s the background context in which all experience happens. Like water to a fish. Most people don’t suffer because of bad thoughts.They suffer because of the position they’re unconsciously living from. For example: - “I’m the one who has to try” - “I’m the one who fixes” - “I’m the one who waits” - “I’m the one who hopes” These are not thoughts.These are identities. And identities live at the level of awareness. The Difference Between Thinking and Being You can think: “Things will work out” But if your awareness is: “I’m usually disappointed” Life follows the awareness — not the thought. You can affirm: “I am abundant” But if your awareness is: “Money feels unsafe” Your nervous system will always choose the familiar awareness. This is why effort fails.This is why motivation fades.This is why people feel like something is “blocking” them. Nothing is blocking you.You are simply living from an unseen position. Awareness Is What Your Nervous System Knows This is important. Awareness is not intellectual.It is somatic.