I’m gonna be real for a second. I’ve literally tilted to the point of tears. Because it feels like my hands just don’t hold when they’re supposed to. I pick the right spots… and still lose. Again. And again. And again. And the worst part? It feels like I’m sabotaging myself. Like something inside me doesn’t let me win when it actually matters. What’s crazy is this: when I was worse, when I didn’t study, when I played more instinctively… I was winning more. Now I understand the game deeply. I see everything clearer. And yet… results don’t match. How is that even possible? So I’m asking this honestly, to anyone who’s been through it: How do you actually break through this phase? How do you stop this feeling that no matter how well you play… something always goes wrong at the key moment? Because right now it doesn’t feel like variance. It feels like I’m stuck. And I want out.