I have a current dilemma I have to face: I am very angry about my father hitting us in the past, but I see now it is from a place of love, at least a little, but I still have anger about him and I want to tell him to shut the friek up and that he is a b*tch *ss mofo for what he did to me and my siblings, but I always keep it inside. This has been eating me up inside for some time now, so what do I do? Do I just let him have it and get angry at him, or let go and then get angry at him from a place of love?

I said "are you proud of me" to my parents, they were confused, and I was so nervous that I tried to make it seem that it was because of my singing because we just came out of a novena. Man, I'm going to do a better job next time (: