I showed up for the gig that i am currently working on. It has been super hard working at this gig, i am on my feet 12 hours a day, running around and my feet hurt more than i can explain. I honestly wanted to quit, because my body was screaming at me to quit, i wake up at 4:30am most mornings, its bitter cold and i have to go catch a taxi to get to work by 07:00am, its still dark and i feel scared, but i stayed. I remembered what AVA told me, that i always quit before i achieve real results, she encouraged me to practice staying, and thats what i did. I'm still in the grind, until the end of the month, but something shifted, i feel lighter and proud, knowing i broke a pattern.