“what if i told you the same Spirit that convicts you is the same Spirit that wants to bring you joy, peace, reveal your gifts etc?” this hit my heart so hard for some reason! almost brought me to tears, thinking about how The Father cares about my joy & meditation being another way to commune with Him. amazing & biblically rooted video on the basics of meditation!!

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A lot of us carried our hardened hearts into our awakening , whether it is the result of a trauma response or the adoption of negative beliefs and patterns of thinking, we are disconnecting from the higher possibilities that reality can offer to us. In response to trauma, danger and stress, the heart hardens as scripture says (Scientifically, there is a energy wall built) , this prevents our ability to feel love, to feel safe, and to connect to others in a meaningful way. When you find yourself questioning the purpose of life, living passionlessly, having low energy and feeling negative emotions like fear, anger, disappointment, depression, shame, unworthiness, among other negative states of cyclical or reactionary thinking and feeling, you most likely have a hardened heart. Deep within our subconscious minds, we are storing a significant amount of information from our past, both from our past experiences and the experiences we have had or that we have observed others experience, and as a result, our behaviors and mental programming has affected us in ways that we have not fully realised until we have begun the process of introspection through self awareness of our thoughts, emotions and beliefs. It is the moment that you choose to go beyond your conditioned state of being into a new, elevated state that becomes aware of the old way of thinking that you will become more like your true self and less like the personality that is the product of the environment. Ezekiel 36:26–27 “A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh. A stony heart = hardened, resistant, emotionally numb. A heart of flesh = responsive, living, sensitive, teachable. A clear sign of a heart of flesh is how well you are at GIVING & RECEIVING, Love , help, compliments, compassion, generosity, mercy and the list goes on. A hardened heart is restricted whereas a living heart FLOWS!

i hate to say this bc it’s slightly embarrassing but it’s almost like i was literally born into negative cycles! my mother is an extremely negative, anxious, sad, erratic person. i’m sure she passed that on to me in the womb and then impressed it upon me growing up. she’s since gotten better, or at least aware and tries to be more positive, but not much and the damage is done. i think ive broken a lot of cycles to be where i am today, but that was all TMH. i’m conscious of my internal dialogue and turmoil that’s mostly not positive. and i can’t seem to shake it. one negative cycle i've identified: thought: i’m not good enough/i don’t deserve good things/the physical world is not a good place emotion: sadness, hopelessness, stoicism to just keep going until it’s over action: go through the motions, “do what i’m supposed to do”, follow the rules/law, hope that’s enough to keep me covered and on to the next day outcome: the Word says those who keep His ways stay out of trouble, and i do, but the inner result because the motivation stemming from a negative place, is waking up with lack of joy, and never having what i perceive as enough, but then i’ll tell myself “it’s because you don’t deserve it” “the kingdom isn’t here yet” etc and the cycle starts over 😂 but my personality is actually very bubbly and happy and whimsical lol. i just can’t seem to translate that to life. i hope that doesn’t sound insane. definitely was a little vulnerable there. but this video was amazing and i’m so excited to keep learning and finally, prayerfully, break the loop. SN: that proverbs verse “as a man thinketh, so is he” is one of my husband’s favs!

this one stood out a lot to me, immediately, because i have been a victim of inner turmoil for as long as i can remember. i remember finding a journal entry from 2006, when i was 9 years old, chronicling how much i disliked myself and didn’t want to be here, and felt like my family hated me. im sure, and the teaching confirmed, that this has shaped my reality and outcomes since. i’ve always felt like success and being “enough” was JUST within my reach. i’ve always felt so shy of being complete or where i need to be. for example, that feeling of getting a 85-90 on a test out of 100. still doing well, but NOT ENOUGH. & being frustrated at the “outer events” that have seemed to influence this in my life. i’m realizing now this is because of a result of inner turmoil. the drawing of the little man with dark clouds in his head and heart convicted me so much. i’ve just never been able to shake the inner turmoil and thoughts. the quotes that stood out to me the most: “the visible is the result and not the origin” “the actions i took are due to the way that i felt and how i thought” and it’s like ive always *kinda* knew these things, but in the form of new age and witchcraft. i’m so looking forward to finally addressing this biblically and with The Most High 🥺🩷🫡