Hello! Im working on manifesting away my "ADHD"; I realized through your videos that the space between my awareness and ego is the discomfort that comes from wanting to do something but doing something else. I came to learn about manifestation through an SP journey a year ago; Im trusting that process and trying not to keep track of time. I have good days and bad days but trusting that the bad doesnt undo the decision I made about it. In the meantime im also manifesting weight loss, an art career and a new job, still trying to make a decision about what I want my life to look like and what i even want to manifest. I struggle with living in the end when it comes to SP, or reminding myself "I already have it." Side note; im not sure if others experience this but I dont really have an internal monologue (i cant hear my thoughts i just feel and think things abstractly.) I feel like that makes it harder to recognize what im thinking and telling myself.