@Jo Avril Yes, days nowadays are better than they were four or five years ago. The harm I was subjected to years ago, unfortunately, took a long time to heal from and to return to my normal self. Sometimes I wish I could go back to my old self before I was hurt, but unfortunately, the past never returns. I certainly like my old, unharmed self more than my current self. But anyway, you never know people's intentions, and whether they wish you well or want to harm you. The thing I face the biggest difficulty with right now, to be honest, I haven't told anyone before, and I don't think anyone would care if I did. I don't hate you; on the contrary, I feel comfortable talking to you, as I also have a background in clinical psychology. But unfortunately, this platform bans me from sending messages. Maybe I can message you on Facebook? I can send you a message on Facebook now from my personal account.