@Muhammad Hassaan Jazakallah khair, your comments is my pleasure, actually Alhumdulilah i dont have any liablity my kids grown up & working in US. I have some ambition & working for my good causes & utilize my max time to support those relatives live in Pakistan.

@Sadia Majeed Focus on how to fight with inner conflict between mind & heart (soul) Be positive, be patience, be punctual with your responsibilities, differentiate b/w حق اور باطل, focus to achieve target. Do as u can do for needy people around you (financially or morally) Work hard to earn money but never think all earning belongs to you because Quran describes in Surah Al-Qasus ayat 76 to 82 about Qarron how Allah collapsed him along with his wealth & palace because he was arrogant & thought he achieved on the base of his knowledge & ability.

Surah Al-Baqara ayat -152 فَاذۡکُرُوۡنِیۡۤ اَذۡکُرۡکُمۡ وَ اشۡکُرُوۡا لِیۡ وَ لَا تَکۡفُرُوۡنِ لہذا مجھے یاد کرو ، میں تمہیں یاد رکھوں گا ۔ اور میرا شکر ادا کرو ، اور میری ناشکری نہ کرو

Zikr means connect with Allah who is invisible but we are visible and HIS attributes is سمیع البصیر. We can hide all our thinking, planning, activity & habit with everyone except Allah & because of this beleive we refrain from any bad deeds that is called تقوی. Our daily activity should be based on commands of our creater. This is the way we keep in touch & remember Allah. That is the true defintion of ذکر .