I was just wondering if anyone else dealing with physical issues has really struggled with the mental side of it all? I know Ania added a great post about being addicted to pain but was wondering how other people deal with it, I know it consumes me way to much even when I'm feeling good I feel like I'm living in fear constantly waiting for it to return. I've started looking into trying to control my nervous system better as I feel this is often the trigger. I'd be very interested if anyone has experienced this and any tips on getting on top of it?