I am happy to be here. I’ve had a taste of what this is all about. Through psychedelic trance music, I have long felt a connection to Goa, India. I’ve never actually been there, but I experienced a great deal of the psychedelic hippie culture back in Germany. For many years, I danced to psychedelic trance music while under the influence of drugs. That shamanic ecstasy changed me in various ways; it emptied me out like a blank canvas. Afterward, I was able to surrender to the universe and be inscribed anew by it. But the drugs themselves were also good and steadfast teachers to me. I never really practiced meditation; it just wasn't for me. After my drug phase ended, I came to veganism through art. I evolved rapidly and radically within veganism, developing an expanded vegan consciousness. Through this, I became connected to the field of pure consciousness in the universe. I am constantly receiving the truth and knowledge of the universe. I am also a medium. I can communicate with plants, animals, the dead, Planet Earth, aliens, and the universe. Thanks to my unique abilities, I have evolved into a distinct species. I call myself *Homo Vegan*. I know the Buddha as a smiling, seated figure with a big belly. While I can’t sit quite like that, I now share Buddha’s physique. You could even say I am enlightened. I feel like a vegan prophet. Most people don’t understand me; I am too far removed from them. I have grasped a unique vegan truth and live by it. During my spiritual development, I had to forgo sexual activity. Now I want to see what remains for me. My question is: how can Tantra help me now to experience my body more fully and truly feel sexuality? Is that possible, or am I destined to do it alone again?