Self sabotage is so real! I’ve experienced this when sending out offers. I get excited that I sent it but in the back of my mind, I hope they never reply. Because if they reply and say yes, I have to get out of my comfort zone and our brain doesn’t like that. Since I’ve been reprogramming my mind everyday for over a year, this no longer happens and if it does, I have the awareness to know it’s a bunch of bologna