Today I am posting a YouTube video and am sharing it here for the community. Interesting times indeed that we are in and negotiating in so many ways. We have new members joined and I would love if they are welcomed and connecting. Welcome comes to you from me with love 💙

Apologies for being absent but have been clearing up things in the UK and travelling to Marrakech for more clearing 🤣 I wished to share something that I hope will be of use to people. A friend of mine called whilst I was travelling, SOS she wrote. I called her and she said to me that she has made a mistake (relationship wise) and was very punishing to herself for making what she considered a 'wrong' choice. As I listened it came to me to remind her that she had not made a mistake, she was not 'wrong' what she has done is completed something with her partner that was required/contracted/agreed (pick what you will) between them. As she felt into this she realised that yes, this is the truth, her soul truth. She has completed what was required to be completed and now free to move forward without feeling the 'wrongness' of her. He of course is free to do the same in whichever way he wishes. I also have been in a time of completion, as we all are experiencing collectively, and know how challenging it is to allow ourselves to move with freedom and courage towards the unknown whilst also negotiating the shift that completion brings. For me this has been a feeling I dislike, nostalgia! The nostalgia of friendships, family, place and suchlike, those things that we pin our identity on even though it is not who we are, it is who we love, what we love, for in truth the love never goes, it is the internal soul calling that leads us onwards. Anyway, without going on and on. I hope this is helpful for those of you who are also separating paths and in process of completion. If you are feeling that you have made wrong choice allow yourself to look a little deeper and see if it is a soul completion. Please feel free to share your wisdom, experience, love, in the community as you never know who it may help. Love as always coming your way 💜

Hi lovely you! I am in the process of typing out words from my songs that I have written through the years. I thought I would share one here and see how it feels for you. It is a remembrance to myself of who I am. I feel many women will relate Male members out there. this was written in the 1980's so no disrespect but is an ode to the feminine... of course times are a changing. When the male is mentioned it is more about political and religious dogma rather than personal man. THE WITCH Look at me and you will see a woman who has lived A thousand faces in one life, who has so much to give But there’s no man who can perceive the treasures that I hold Who can come with me and truly share the magic in my Soul Man has to compartmentalize the magic he sees here Can’t taste the nectar on my skin or see the stars that dress my hair He’s blind towards the angels that dance around my table He can imagine none of this, because he’s just not able Afraid to connect reality with the planets in the sky Just concentrates the illusion that serves to preserve the lie That this woman is just flesh and bone, a silly earthbound being But if he opened up his eyes he’d see what’s worth the seeing That rainbows dress my skin in hues so colourful and bright Bridges cross the spiritual to immerse my soul in light I know the alchemy of blending chemical with soul He can’t see this for he believes the half he lives is whole I’m the woman who can blend magic into dreams I perceive the secrets hidden deep within Life’s streams I feel sunbeams on my face as I look up at the moon I hear the music of the spheres and know I dance their tune He may look around but he won’t see the magic that lives here Can’t step beyond his boundaries cos his hearts so full of fear And like ripples from a pebble as it’s tossed in to a lake He lives a life of nightmares but believes that he’s awake

It seems that the world is going through a dark night of the soul. I have no doubt that All in this community have been through this on a personal level, some on more than one occasion. It is, at this time at least, a part of the world archetype that is templated onto human experience. I guess because humans don't always make the changes that are required unless forced into expansion. My take on the dark night of the soul is that it is essentially an identity collapse, a deconstruction of who we believe we are. We are taken into the shadows to look at the masks we wear and the roles we play that are not the true essence of who we are as a soul aspect. It forces us to ask ourselves "who am I?" I liken it to being in the metamorphosis state of the butterfly where the caterpillar spins the cocoon and literally turns to mush in order to reconstruct and expand into an entirely different form. This is what my work is essentially about, discarding what is "not me" so that "I Am" can more fully embody as soul. I imagine, because I don't know, that the caterpillar has no idea that it carries the beauty of the butterfly and will go from crawling to the joy of being able to fly. I obviously do not know how the caterpillar, or butterfly, experience this. But for the human, with all the thought forms, beliefs, cultural and familial entanglements, stories etc. Well, we are complex beings and I have not met anybody who goes through the process gracefully and without resistance as it brings up our deepest fears and triggers us into other life experiences where some soul aspects have been looping. When this happens collectively, as it appears to be happening at the moment, it intensifies the experience because we are in the morphic field of chaos and change, identity collapse, and in the space of 'who will WE be next". What do you feel about this? I am not going to ask you to write about your dark night of the soul because I am aware how deeply personal this is. But, if you feel to share your experience then please do, it may move towards helping another who is navigating it at this time, especially as we are going through a collective dark night and it helps to bring some light to bear upon it wherever possible.

I had someone write to me in another community and thought I would add my reply here. a little about how I came to be where I am at this moment. Just a snippet of my lived experience of becoming a soul alchemist. @Datwan Luckie How lovely thank you for your reply Datwan. I was born seeing other worlds/beings and alchemy came about through the practice of high magic in my youth. In my late 20's I had spontaneous other life experiences that came with forgotten knowledge and this evolved into the realisation that the magic and healing is held within myself (and everyone else), and so it evolved that I can now shift trauma, remove old memories, and generally release people from ancient and current trauma, looping patterns, soul agreements etc. 'thank you for asking and please feel free to join. It is very new so patience required as we grow PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE HOW YOU ARE WHO YOU HAVE EVOLVED INTO