If I’m categorizing my life, the area that feels most unfinished, or rather, unexplored is personal relationships. I tend to keep people at an arms distance & never get too vulnerable. I haven’t had a serious relationship & now I fear the judgement from others as I begin actively dating again.

I don’t know if behind is the word for this because it’s almost the opposite, but my age and how ‘old’ I feel not aligning. I do not feel my age at all (except maybe my knees) but it’s weird not to relate to your peers because you are in just such a different life stage. And what I mean where behind may not be the right word, is that I don’t want to ‘catch up’ and be at that life stage. I just wish aging would go at my pace.