Well last night, you saw me I was emotional, I had that healing facial , then the zoom then had dinner at a couples house who I use to serve at chilis (bartending, the job I just quit) First of all their home was full of signs for me too! I was literally blessed and spoiled all day. By Gabriella and by them. I was so grateful but still felt a heaviness! Notices for bills kept coming in, only having $20 to my name right now, thinking about how I’m going to feed my son, Shasta coming up, my space rent ETC. I lost it. I cried so hard (beautiful facial eyes were puffy) and I yelled I am done God I am so done!! I give up take over cause I don’t want to feel this anymore!!! ( and I know better because the universe constantly shows up for me ) but I still have my moments. I completely surrendered. This morning I still woke up a little cranky, but I was like you know what fuck it! So what I have a car payment, so what I have these payments, SO WHAT!!!!! Right after that I got an offer to be on a podcast to promote my self, then I had a house clearing booked…. And the biggest win for me was my sister reaching out for my help. She is very hesitant at times with my gifts. Tries to support but I feel her being weary but today she felt so much heaviness in her heart that she asked me to lift it and I did 🥹 that was the biggest win for me because she’s the one who raised me . Man! It has been a day, I’m tired but I am so grateful and feel so supported!!!!! I’m not a bartender, I’m a healer ♥️