It's WTF Wednesday (long post)
Iām having a real WTF moment realizing itās Wednesday. Yesterday, we had to make the heartbreaking decision to say goodbye to our beloved horse, Simply. For 9 years, my days were shaped around him⦠checking on him, caring for him, just being with him. Simply, was literally our way of life. And now⦠thereās this quiet space where that rhythm used to live. Grief does something strange to time. The world keeps moving as if nothing changed, but for you⦠everything feels slowed down, like youāre walking through it in a different reality. So today, there is no artwork to share, no, "what's the focus" for the week. Just a question and a poem: How do you grieve? For me⦠Iāve learned to feel it. All of it. The waves, the heaviness, the moments that catch you off guard. I didnāt always do that. When Eric passed, I tried to be āstrong.ā I pushed it down, held it together⦠and it only delayed the healing. It wasnāt until I let myself actually feel the things I didnāt want to feel that something began to shift. Somewhere in that process, I found my way back to creating from passion instead of performance. Writing. Designing. Letting the emotion move through something instead of getting stuck inside me. It became a release. A quiet place to put the pain⦠and somehow turn it into something meaningful. Today, I want to share something I wrote in honor of our sweet boy⦠whose name couldnāt have been more fitting: Simply Worth the Wait You carried more than riders, and jumped more than hurdles, You carried our joy & sorrows through lifeās tightest circles, a quiet reminder the journey is Simply worth the wait. They spoke in low numbers, said chances were small, But you answered by staying, outlasting it all, a living reminder that faith is Simply worth the wait. Through love and through prayer, through each fragile day, You gave us more time than they said you would stay, a miracle reminder that hope is Simply worth the wait. When Loss tried to find us and pull us apart,