You may find yourself asking, “Why does my DMT not work for me but work wonders for my buddy?” You've smoked 7, 8 hits. Packed a second bowl, 9, 10, 11 hits, and nothing! Sober as a judge. It's like someone turned off your DMT. “What is up? Is my DMT bunk or what?”Then your buddy picks up your cashed pipe and, in one hit, launches to a breakthrough trip. “Okay, just what is going on??” This is a peculiar phenomenon I’ve been discussing more and more recently. And, of course, as a need arises, a book finds its way to my hands, and before I know it, I'm connecting to a possible solution. One definite reason you may be ‘Lockedout’ or as I like say in the ‘penalty box’. Perhaps it’s because you expect something. It’s best to have zero expectations. This can be a problem if you’ve already experienced DMT going into it again you already have an established expectation going into it very hard to ignore the overwhelming profound experience. You were first opened up to, but it can hold you back if you continue to expect it, for example if you’ve ever seen the mother goddess, she can be empowering, majestic and somehow calming and familiar creating an inner desire to want to see her again, but the more you essentially expect or demand to see the thing that you’d like, the less likely you’re going get to see it. more likely if you push and push you’re going to see blackness and more cloudy blackness. It’s when you stop expecting, and genuinely realized that when you do get to see her, it’s a special gift for you and that’s it. Having grace will be a healthy perspective for many things in the DMT realm and our reality here. Having an unconditional love to everything with a ‘unifying’ intention will also make a huge difference in allowing you to access everything you need. Don’t have any expectations other than all will be infinitely ok, no matter what happens. A funny thing going into a used book store with no expectations other than to see what you might find will seemingly attract books to you.