I struggle with the concept of the trinity as explained by pretty much everyone. If all three are the same then how do you differentiate between who you're praying to who your worshiping because they separated so they're actually three different beings and they do make different decisions independent of each other so then how do you do that. I pray and I tell God that I wish that he hadn't made the Bible so cryptic. I'm a smart person but it's very cryptic. They had because it was written in Hebrew and the Hebrew people assume that other people will know Hebrew traditions culture and language, but then I'm not Hebrew I can study a lot but the common man cannot spend that time studying so just as a general overview of Christianity there's a lot of holes I mean you start researching those holes there's a lot that people assume. So how do I explain the Trinity to myself it doesn't make sense to me. If Jesus is sitting at the right hand of God when he separate and if the holy spirit is down here on Earth there are three separate beings.