I would like to say thank you to Tatum for opening up an opportunity for me to share my perspective on my current understanding of the moment. I do want to say I am only an expert on myself and my own perceptions of the reality that I experience. I would also like to say thank you to all of us sparkly dragon beings who sit in community together. No matter what is shared, our collective energy focused for that moment in time is giving us all such support in love and respect for each other and please do not underestimate how powerful each time we choose to sit with each other can be. Every time we pass through Leo season, it is a call to Re-Li-on your own creative force, your own heart’s desire, your own sovereignty of mind, body, and soul, your own strength and courage to be who you came here to be. When we claim our own space as an essential co-creator who belongs and is a necessary facet of the greater ecosystem, all the abundance, success, respect.. blah blah blah is a byproduct because everyone then steps into their own unique power from their own heart and gifted brilliance. Currently we are being asked to let go of all that blocks our own power of creation. The stories, control, fear and the shame can all fall away. So thank you again for being present for me to share as this is part of my own journey to speak up as I’m not fully stepping into my power and gifts if I hide out in my own mind and imagination and never share my perspectives because I am scared to say the wrong thing or nobody cares. My inner lion felt so good to use its voice. It truly does bring me so much joy to share. Love to you all! ✨❤️

Hi all! I wanted to share a story with this community that happened this week, especially since we've been talking about the significance and meaning with animal encounters 💖 Yesterday morning, I let my dog out in the backyard and she immediately started barking nonstop. After a minute or so, I walk outside to see what's happening and there's a crow sitting under my next door neighbor's trampoline. My neighbor's dog comes over and starts trying to sniff and bark at the crow, getting right in its face.. and the crow doesn't move an inch. My neighbor leashes up her dog and makes a comment that the wildlife rescue center doesn't open for at least another hour and walks to bring her dog inside. She sort of mumbles how she doesn't really want to deal with it. As she walks off, I feel a deep sadness that she seems to care more about the inconvenience than the animal suffering before her. As she walked off, the crow appeared to be shivering - i have no idea if they don't this but it reminded me of how other animals shake to discharge fear sometimes. I can't stop observing this crow or leave it alone. I pop inside to grab my blanket and sit near the crow on my side of the fence, keeping enough distance to distract my dogs from paying attention to it. The crow is still, seeming to be scanning the area around it without moving its head much. I remembered that crows tend to travel together and take care of each other.. but there's no other crows around. At that moment I also realized I don't think I've seen crows around my house before. I started to feel an inner polarity forming.. my intuition telling me that if it's not moving, it really needs help while another part of me wondering if it can heal on its own. The fact that I wasn't seeing any other crows at this point confirmed to me it would be best to bring it to the center. I also did a quick search and found a story of a woman who said she found an injured crow but couldn't catch it and even the wildlife center near her couldn't either. This made me think - if I can't get it in a box, it's doesn't need the help.

Yesterday, I both started and ended the day with an ugly cry. Full tears, full body weep, full emotional throws; I woke up early, before the kids, to grief I apparently needed to release... My dream just prior had me begging each family member of origin to love me (this is an older brother, a younger sister, both parents, two grandmothers, and finally ending with my beloved grandpa and his wife). Each time, I gave them my full heart, and slowly, one by one, they refused it. Each rejection represented a dagger I have lived in real time, but I guess in my dream, I was only only meant to re-live the emotional part (or perhaps really FEEL it as real for the first time). When it finally came down to my grandpa, a fun-loving Gemini who has had the capacity to understand me as an Aquarius, and whom I remember having really deep conversations with at 5 years old about time and space, and who seemingly always delighted in my thoughts, I gave it my all in a plead for love so heartfelt, but also so painfully desperate... In my dreams, I begged him to let me love him, and for him to choose me back, and without saying much, he simply shook his head NO. Without arguing, I bowed, respected his decision, and though I was incredibly sad, it wasn't all surprising... I guess I always knew this was where he stood, kind of thing. But what was my undoing to the flood gates that opened when I woke up, was that on my way up the stairs and out of their house, I heard his wife say to him, "wow, she really took forever to leave...", and he agreed with her. I cried in my dreams sobs that never seemed to end, and in the same moment, I was on a mountainous hike, and all of the hikers moved out of my way, scared of me... as I hiked and cried, each one looked at me like I was a disgusting or confusing troll, sans comfort, all rejection. I ended up at a bus stop, just prior to waking up with a body soaked in grief, and I found myself inpatient to get on the bus. Instead of boarding the bus to ANYWHERE GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE, I was stuck behind a passenger who was doing some slight-of-hand card trick for the driver, as he was giving him his bus ticket... In my heartbreak, I just wanted to find my seat and cry, but I had to watch these two unfortunate looking men jovially chatting about something really stupid and probably really dumb... quit with your banter and let me on the bus...

So I was experimenting with course building yesterday, and just using some of my old IG educational reels to get a feel for what goes in to it, and it started to dawn on me that this really is the best platform for my kind of content. For starters, I was trying to teach really complex topics in as short of an entertaining reel as I could make, and energetically (comparatively, especially), wow did things get cramped over there (Instagram). And that I had to repeatedly repost old content for the sake of the buried reel getting more reach, or even maintaining its value to current growth… No one wants to scroll down through the riff raff of my unhinged emotional rants just to get to the juicy educational content. It’s very much a “you get what you get” kind of scene I was running over there lol. But here, I see ORGANIZATION 😍🤩😍🤩😍🤩 I see intentionality within the educator AND the educated. I see community of willing participants, void of bots or LOOSH harvesters… If you’re also new here, peep the classroom tab and take a look at how I’ve organized (or am organizing) my first class… General topics followed by specific topics! And then it even allows me to add in links to specific studies or supplemental materials 🤯🤯🤯🤯 Instead of the cramped dread I feel at having to merge a new topic with my old IG world reel mentality, I feel more expansive and more abundant!! And I cannot wait to bring my educator in to this kind of environment. It feels like I’m growing up and becoming an adult 🥹😂 And no bots to contend with. Just curious and motivated learners… willing participants of a new earth wellness paradigm… 🥹🥰❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 Anyways, everyone who has been Skoolin or telling me to Skool, I’m sorry if I was resistant or reluctant, and YOU WERE RIGHT 🙏 Here’s a list of potential topics/courses and sub topics within those courses: Women’s Health - Menopause/perimenopause physiology and HRT - Risks and fraudulence of ALL screening exams (paps, mammograms, cholesterol, etc) - HPV & Cervical cancer fraud - Vaginal microbiome and “STDs” - Pelvic floor health