Yo guys, having trouble coping with getting rejected by someone. I usually think of this everyday at any time and I don’t think I’m taking it very well.

I'm just curious where you guys are at

i want to show you this. This is the habit tracker i been using, its a google sheets document. Despite the proud i am of this and how good was this tool, next month im trying it on paper and maybe i like it more. Its in spanish cause im from Argentina (⭐⭐⭐). Im showing you this cause it could be someones interest and wants to try this way of habit tracking.

I don't even know where to start man So last week,a call snapchat gc was there and I got kicked from it. One of my best former friends (we stopped being close a few months ago, he didn't put in any effort) told me he kicked me because both my exes were In it and the rest of my former friends backed him up. I then found out that ALL of my closest friends were in that group chat, along with other people,and then found out it was actually a hate group chat, well for me. They took small stories,and small things and exxageratted, changed and then just took off with it, and my closet friend leaked all my vents,made fun of me on every way and then said a bunch of messed up shi. Idek what to do, one of my friends tells me what's going on, and he's basically my inside agent, but I can't trust him because he's super close with the first two I mentioned,and I told him to leave the gc cuz it's not worth it,but he said he did and didn't.i confronted and he apologized, but I don't know if I can trust him anymore

I have always problems with making friends, in september i start the 2nd year of high school and the only true and trusted friend i have go in another school, last year I managed to make a friend and, as I can say, it's not really a "real" friendship, it's more of a "school" friendship where once school ends we won't see each other again, but I would like this friendship to continue outside of school because this friend is very nice and more, but I'm too introverted, shy, and scared to "improve" this friendship(and create new ones) Any advice?