For years, I looked for something that wouldn't try to fix me. Wouldn't hand me a tidy 12-step plan to heal before lunch. Wouldn't rush me past the part where I was actually falling apart. When my life started dissolving, and it did, in that messy, raw, nothing-on-the-highlight-reel way, I didn't need another guru. I didn't need another app congratulating me for logging my mood. I needed something that would sit with me in the wave. So I made it. Emotional Surfing is twenty interactive modules across four series. Small, honest spaces where you get to actually bewith what's moving through you instead of performing okay. No wellness-algorithm journal prompts. No "just breathe and trust the universe." Real questions. Real pauses. Real room for the mess. Here's what's inside. Series 1, Foundations (Modules 1 through 5) How to Use the Wheel. Feeding vs Feeling. The Moment Sensation Becomes Story. Wait, What, Watch. Emotions as Messengers. Learning the wheel. Learning your weather. The basics of not drowning in your own feelings. Series 2, Going Deeper (Modules 6 through 10) The Seduction of Emotions. The Body Before the Story. The 5 C's. Understanding vs Experiencing. Hierarchy of Change. Under the surface stuff. The patterns. The stories. What's actually running the show. Series 3, Working With It (Modules 11 through 15) The Drama Triangle. States. The Canvas Beneath the Waves. Living With Intention. Meaning Making: How Emotions Get Built. Practice. Real-life application. What to do when it's 2am and the wave is here. Series 4, Living It (Modules 16 through 20) The Inner Production: Who's Running the Story. The Bridge. Chaos. Repair and Toolbox. The Art of Letting a Feeling Move. Integration. The shift from surviving your emotions to surfing them. Twenty modules. Four movements. One invitation. To stop performing okay and start being real. I just about have the first section ready. If you haven’t already and you want, let me know. This is a first wave beta. A small group walking through it with me, telling me what lands and what doesn't. Your honesty shapes what this becomes. You're not a test subject. You're a co-conspirator.

I know I said I needed a month but I couldn't wait!! We got our Beta Group and it fired me up!! So I am ready to release it to you, but before I do, I want us to meet on Zoom, make sure everyone is on Marco Polo, now while that is not a mandatory piece, I promise it is going to be an amazing piece of the journey. You will have a month to complete the 5 modules and spend some honest time with each one and then we will have a call and I will release Section 2!! Grab your boards!! Lets Ride! And if you missed out on this wave, there are more to come! weeeeeeeeeeeee

I am going thru the first session of the first wave, 5 modules and I think it is almost ready to launch the Beta. If you replied wave earlier and I somehow missed you let me know. We have a nice number of 12. I will schedule a zoom call for us to go over the agreements and how I will be rolling out each session. I am thinking of a saturday morning call. Not a long call, but I want you all to see who is in the Beta testing and please get Marco Polo. I know another app, but this one is great. It is like being in a group video chat, but you watch it at your own pace. Skool does not have a way for group chats, at least not that I am aware of. So stay tune we are going to start rolling in the next two weeks! Did I say that outloud?! lol

These are short closing meditations created to go with the first interactive modules inside the framework I’m building. Each one is designed to help me slow down, notice what is happening in my body, and work with emotion as a wave instead of something to fight, feed, fix, or drown in. This framework started because I needed a different way to be with my own emotions. Not a polished way. Not a performative way. A real one. For most of my life, I thought understanding my emotions meant explaining them, defending them, or figuring out who caused them. I could build a case around a feeling before I had even noticed the first sensation in my body. A tight chest became a story. A silence became proof. A rush of anger became a courtroom. A wave of sadness became a life sentence. What I’ve been learning is that emotion often begins before the story. The body feels something first. Then the mind steps in and starts making meaning. Sometimes that meaning is useful. Sometimes it gives the emotion more fuel and turns the wave into something much heavier. That is where Emotional Surfing began. The first five practices are: The Emotion Wheel Feeding vs. Feeling The Moment Sensation Becomes Story Wait, What, Watch Emotions as Messengers They are not meant to make emotions disappear. They are not about becoming calm all the time. They are small invitations to pause, listen, name what is here, and create a little more space before reacting from the first wave. I’m sharing them as a sneak peek into the framework I’m building and the way I have been learning to navigate my own emotional waves. Slowly. Messily. Imperfectly. In real life. The beta program is full, but stay tuned for the rollout of the full wave, an interactive self-paced experience on riding the waves of emotions. https://soundcloud.com/aninvitationtoshine/sets/riding-the-waves-of-emotions?si=efac05c5dd8b40dc9c954f4c759ea958&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

I’ll also be creating a Marco Polo group for everyone in the first wave. It’s free to download, easy to use, and honestly, it feels like a fun way for us to stay connected as you move through the modules in your own time. This will give you a place to ask questions, share aha moments, drop the “wait… what?” moments, or even the “what the fuck was that?” moments. Because emotional work can bring up all of it. I’m hoping to have 10 members in this first wave before I close it, and we’re only 2 away. This first group is staying small on purpose so I can listen closely, gather real feedback, and make adjustments before the next round opens. So if you’ve been thinking about joining, this is a good time. It’s free for the first wave, self-paced, and you’ll have access to the Marco Polo group so we can stay connected as you move through the modules. Two spots left.