Sorry I’ve been quite on here. I joined the 24th and on the 21st I found out that my best friend committed suicide. And i figured I would join this group to help me out with this grief process. He lives in a different state so it feels so much harder. Ik I can’t do this by myself. I look forward to seeing everyone’s positive post!
Okay so I am gonna be watching the leaderboards heavy! In order to level up you need to engage, like, and comment. Top Three people on the leaderboard at the end of the month will get free merch!!
Alright y’all so I’m the weird combo food guineapig and I’ve lost track of everything I need to try so drop your suggestions in the comments so I can add them to a list and keep track of them easier!!!
I know I post a lot on here, I feel the more we talk and interact with each other it becomes easier to open up. So who’s got fur babies? In my experience they are some of the best listener! In the picture it’s my two cattle dogs both are very aware of my emotions and have helped me out a ton!
I got Nova bean who is a 12 year old husky who acts 2! I got a tortoise, and the three horses i grew up with that were my soul have all passed. Turner (palomino), Fancy pants (paint), Satin (like that material and the dun) Also the video of my dog is a great laugh!!!
I am so hard on myself and i hold onto past things i did, or things that happen to me. And im fighting this constant cloud of shame. I am trying to figure out how to forgive myself.
It’s sad to know I feel more comfortable being me and taking my mask off for you guys than my own family. I have to put on a performance with them. With y’all I don’t. Thank you
Im fake it around my grandparents all the time!!!!!! I understand! They want perfection and Jesus perfect out of me. I swear, i go to concerts, i dance, i eat food , i play card games? Im friends with people they dont like, i am divorced (recently) and my ex husband told them lies about our divorcé process and they r choosing him over me. Like but i still have to put on a smile and pretend to be happy around them. I hate faking it!!!
Ok guys this is a long one, but i LOVE IT! Watch it! It’s awesome!!!! I love when he says “it is the north star” it made se much sense when he compared loving yourself to the true north star! I just realized I have had that tattooed on my back for years, it never had meaning i just loved it. Now it has meaning! (Pic attached) https://youtu.be/tG98GhLmXI4?si=CVtdsavhv7q6OaQ3
Today Marks the first day I was able to incorporate running in small amounts into my walks with nova in three years and after multiple knee surgeries! Wooo! I can not wait to get healthy again!