This year I decided that I am going to stop drinking alcohol, I didn’t have a set date but I told myself at some point I won’t be drinking anymore after this year. Recently, I was hanging with my cousin and we bought some drinks. I when home perfectly find but after going to bed and awaken in the morning I’ve been hearing voices in my head cursing at Yahshua and Yahweh. At first I thought it was me and I was asking myself why have I became so negative because I don’t like cursing and I get annoyed when people curse around me. The scary thing is the voices sounded like mine. The only thing that made me realize it’s not my voice is the thought of suicide that kept coming to mind. I was having thoughts of putting a shotgun into my mouth and pulling the trigger. Mind you a few days prior to this I was having dreams about this pale snake for 2 consecutive days. This is the dream: I was sleeping. When I woke up, the snake was laying on the blanket around my stomach area and it was looking at me. It was pale in colour. I covered myself temporarily and removed the cover to see if it was still looking at me but it never stopped. This dream happened two consecutive days I was slightly afraid but not overly I was also a little confused as to where the snake came from. I also recall trying to move away slowly but that’s around the same time I woke up. One more thing, when I moved slightly left or right the snake was moving its head in that direction. I’ve been listening to a lot of content and or music to reduce the noise in my head. In addition, I’ve been praying a lot about it and asking for forgiveness.