Today I went out with my boyfriend’s family and his friends and we went bowling, overall it was good time there was times were I tried to talk more to everybody (even though I embarrassed myself a couple of times) and it was a good experience in general but idk why I feel so down after..my boyfriend told me everyone there wanted me to come he said his dad kept asking for me to come so we can hang out and get to know each other better but I jus don’t believe him I can’t I’m trying to but my mind won’t let me, I feel guilty for feeling this way but I feel like I shouldn’t even been there..I just felt like I was intruding yk. Also sorry if I’m talking to much in the chat I jus wanted to let this out cus maybe you guys have the answers and can help me and maybe I can help you if you also feel like this whenever you go out after a while with new people, I hope your all having a goodday or night:)..