Covered .... trying to make the colors .... . .Blend. . Inhaling toxins. .... .... Typical Me. . .. Dizzy .... Coherent ... ... The mix in natures gifts........ ... Blinded by the poisons. ... Greatful for a lift. . Packages full of Arson... ... The envelopes stack. .... The enemy ... burning bridges .... The fire under my name.... ... Merging. .... ... The impossible ...Challenged ... Pride... ... Knowing better ... steadfast . .. my own grind.... ... Quietly .... ... Miles away . .. United . I find myself looking into a sky Ive always known.. .... ... Looking back. ... Statues of the certain .... Flashes in the stars. .... .... Constellation. ..... the perfect .... the math in map The truth in heart.... ... Sharing... .... space, I recoginize. .... where Ive been... ... All i can do is close my eyes... .... All I can do is carry this weight. . Most of it is mine.... .... Most of it I create. .... Mystery minds. ... ... Preying on hate .. Slobbering ...my soul urges for hault . .Peace. . Ordinance and god . . But I just cant resist.... ... I howl at aimless skies wishing .. I was alive .. Prayer ....Meshing .... Blend.... Coming together... ... Hopelessness reaches into my spirit.... ... The animal in me growls ... Obsessed ... Ive lost everything... ... Watching the grenade ... The baseball field ... that carried faith .... Concerned with guilt .....Ive become a machine ... ... leaving my eyes open watching darkness . .settle. . I can taste. ... the open air. ... in every breath... ... Keeping me alive. . Carving crosses where the angels burn ..... .... Loyal to the grave.... ... Death amongst us......... ... Memories and pain .... mishap in the chemistry. ..... ... ...The truth no one claims. .... .... The crows sing like .... a piano... waiting for my time. .... Lost inside with make believe. . I listen for the animals..... ... Aware . The only monster