3 days in and I was being pulled into my emotions...guilt of being gone 10-9 Vivi already feels pain suffering sadness not having a dad and now the only 1 she has is absent...not being able to go to the gym, my self care routine and spiritual practices disappeared. Feeling the lack of self love self care took me down the feelings of having no one overwhelmed my mind and heaviness tried to bring me down. This morning I had a amazing talk with my sister she has been a powerful successful entrepreneur rising to the top and feeling her support encourament brought me back to the purpose!! @Jesse Wynyard mastermind last night was EVERYTHING I needed I cried and prayed leaving work last night and the call was right after work like answers to my prayers he had the reminders that pulled me back to center!!! When you are postioned as a leader you will be initiated!!! Not allowing the imbalance and finding away to embody a Boss and have none negotiable self love is a new level for me. I am beyond grateful God has given me a Kingdom and leadership position its in the battles we gain strength and courage to fully rise into position staying in a VICTOR mindset is key! I've never been SO EXCITED to get a New work book LOL 😆 structure routine and grounding has always been a challenge for me anything MASCULINE 😅 LOL as you can see I'm ALL GIRL 🤭 👑 This support, acrivation, embodiment and masculine investment is a 1st. I grew up as a ward of the State no parents. Wounded even dead in my masculine side and running a buisness has brought both Masculine & Feminine alive within me bring a new level of wholeness to embody my purpose! Growing pains ARE PART OF THE PROCESS giving myself grace 👑 🙏💎🌹