Goal: $1,500 in earned commissions Reality: so far this week. 0. I do have one last appointment, however I know what I will be submitting, and my commission will be $145. So way way short go my goal. Obstacle: Myself. What I mean by that. I have learned a lot about myself this week, why I act the way I do things like that. Because of that, and for me that being way more fun, than actually putting in the work to do the course and make the $1,500 ( as doing the course scares the crap out of me) I have used that as an excuse, to not focus on the sales that I need, and I rested on my laurels of having some questions answered about myself that I have had for years. Way Forward: Time blocking. What I mean by this. Set aside time to focus on my growth, to focus on my health, to focus on my work, but also scheduling time breaks even there to decompress, then get back to work.

@Rob Thomas you will see that on my goals this week. i am writing them out now, as i have a health wealth and relationship goal.

I commit to living in diligence and not Dominance. If i do get onto facebook, to not tell people how stupid they are, or ask them if their parents tell everyone, that you aren't theirs. This does absolutely no good, and who knows, how much business that has cost me. I am also committing to by hyper focused not only n my daily and weekly goals, but my long term goals, and to resil, rather than resist. I also commit to being weed free this week.

what I learned about myself this week was, that I use weed as an excuse. An excuse for my adhd, excuse for my anxiety, excuse for my back pain, excuse of its legal. an excuse to not actually show up for myself, and put in the work. what progress did i make in Health, was to quit getting high in the morning, and all through out the day. Wealth. i created a google business profile, and website, to get my name out there, as well as started doing social media campaigns, to get clients, going out in town and finding clients. relationships. Being honest with my wife, and myself. my breakthrough moment happened a couple of times, in different ways. First when trying to create a slide deck for the first time ever, and being frustrated to the point, i was about to send the writing and images to a friend, and ask her if she could help me with it. Instead i took a moment to cool down, gather my thoughts, and figure out how to make it myself. the other one came, after hearing about how close my uncle is to his time. I really really really wanted to go out and get high. instead I talked to my wife about, whats the point of doing this challenge, if every time i am faced with a difficult choice, i take the easy path. While I am nowhere near where I want to be, in my business/wealth. I know by continuing to choose the difficult path, over the easy path, that the wealth will come in due time. Now its time to go plant, so that i can harvest.

not smoking any weed, and being dedicated to my business